02 April 2010

=)


the chosen one by maher zain

In a time of darkness and greed
It is your light that we need
You came to teach us how to live
محمد يا رسول الله

You were so caring and kind
your soul was full of light
You are the best of mankind
محمد خير خلق الله

صلّوا على رسول الله
الحبيب المصطفى
Peace be upon The Messenger
The Chosen One

From luxury you turned away
And all night you would pray
Truthful in every word you say
محمد يا رسول الله

Your face was brighter than the sun
Your beauty equaled by non
You are Allah Chosen One
محمد خير خلق الله

صلّوا على رسول الله
الحبيب المصطفى
Peace be upon The Messenger
The Chosen One

I'll try to follow your way
And do my best to live my life
as you taught me
I pray to be close to you
On that day and see you smile
When you see me

صلّوا على رسول الله
الحبيب المصطفى
Peace be upon The Messenger
The Chosen One

صلّوا على رسول الله
Oh
Peace be upon.. Oh
The Chosen One

27 March 2010

la hawla wala quwwata lla billah~~


La hawla wala quwwata illa billah..

these words were written in an email of mine..
and for some reason, it struck me like
it never before..

Allah is All-Seer of what we do..
Allah is ever witnessing what we reveal..
and what we conceal..

when the mind becomes engrossed with all the
past deeds that have been done...
terasa malu..malu dgn Allah SWT..

when i open the quran, countless times does
the eyes come upon the beautiful names of Allah..
that He is Al-Ghafur..Ar-Rahim..Al-Wadud..Asy-syakur...
that He is Oft-forgiving, Merciful, Most Loving and ready to
Appreciate..

ya Allah..
my Allah is soo sweet.. He is ever ready to appreciate?
appreciate all the deeds when in the first place
all that has been done was none other only by His Grace??

my Allah is sooo sweet..
that He is more than eager to forgive His abd..
again, again and again..

my Allah...
=')

wallah.. 'indahu ajran azim..
by Allah, by His side is a great reward..

words are insufficient for me..

jzkk for the friend who reminded me that
"La hawla wala quwwata illa billah"..

there is undoubtly no strength save Allah Subhana wata'ala..

All praises belong to You and only You, my Rabb..

23 March 2010

semester baru=p

bismillah...
alhamdulillah ala kullihal..

skrg dah msuk sem baru..OnG..komen:
1)terkejut sbb time patient nk bersalin,meka menjerit2x..cuak etc..
'awak,awak berpeluh2..muka awak pucat..'tegur srg kawan kat sy.:)=p..

sy tak tahu knp mereka menjerit2,mungkin cara tu dpt ilangkan kesakitan tu.mungkin...dan juga hikmah yg Allah beri kpd ibu2 yg bersalin ..apabila melihat bayi lahir,rasai denyutan nadi dan jantung bayi,dengar bayi nangis..kesakitan bersalin dilupakan,malah kadang2 ada yg bertekad untuk bersalin lagi..seolah2 kesakitan itu tidak pernah wujud~~kasih sayang yg jitu drp seorg insan bergelar ibu...
dan hati kecil berbisik~mkin sayang my mama,my nenek juga....hanya Allah yg mmpu membalas sgla pengorbanan mereka..

trima kasih atas segalanya
sbb lahirkan angah
besarkan angah
susah payah jaga angah,jaga makan minum
bg anak didikan agama,ajar angah kenal tuhan
bg angah pelajaran,berkorban mcm2x demi angah..
tak tergambar besarnya pengorbanan dan pertolongan kalian
tq for everythg..
to nenek,mama,papa,cik yah,pak su syim,aunty sue,mak ngah ja,pak ngah,pak ngah yi,along,achik,ngan adik
juga kpd arwah ciklah ngan arwah datuk..

arwah ciklah dan arwah datuk,suatu masa kita akan jumpa smula kn?di akhirat sna...kalian hebat,kalian meninggal dgn senyuman terukir dibibir..pasti kalian gembira bertemu Pencipta kan..doakan kami smua yg masih didunia..supaya kami selamat dlm permusafiran ini.

my Allah,
terasa kerdilnya diri..
belajar mencintai pencipta Yg Maha Hebat..
walaupun merangkak-rangkak..
terasa sesak nafas..
sbb Allah Sgt Hebat..
belajar sifat2 Allah
makin rasa kerdil..
rasa makin tak layak.
my Allah,tiada kekuatan melainkan apa yg Allah pinjamkn..
my Allah terima kasih atas segalanya..
trima kasih sbb pilih kami sbgi khalifah dimuka bumi
trima kasih atas nikmat yg tdk terhitung
trima kasih atas sgla pertolongan
trima kasih sbb ajar kami solat,ajar kami tentang Al-Quran dan segalanya..
trima ksh sbb Allah ada,sbgi tempat kami bergantung,sbgi tmpat kami mengadu,tmpat kami bercerita,tmpat kami meminta..
trima kasih sbb Allah sentiasa buka pintu kemaafan pada hambaNya..triima ksh sbb bg kami peluang bertaubat..
trima ksih sbb ajar kami mcm2..supaya kami selamat..
my Allah...

my Allah,semoga kami semua selamat dlm permusafiran dunia ini..menuju negeri akhirat,tmpat asal kami..suatu destinasi yg pasti..

alhamdulillah ya Allah,
semalam dpt pengisian rohani..tentang masa~
1.masa lagi mahal drp emas..Allah banyak ingatkn kite tentang masa kn..byak surah2 dlm Quran ckp psl masa..supaya kita smua,hargai masa...masa yg berlalu tdk akan kembali..masa ibarat pedang,jika kita tdk memotongnya,ia akan memotong kita..

2.sebenarnye tiada pun masa kosong..isi sebaik-baiknya utk menambahkan bekalan ke negeri akhirat sna..
dan juga untuk umur kedua manusia(dialam kubur,tetapi pahala terus menerus mengalir..)

'wahai jiwa..mengertilah,hidup sbgi seorang musafir,bukan untuk terpesona dgn indahnya dunia,teruskan perjalanan..sebab dihadapan sana,adalah kepulangan yg pasti..bertemu Maha Pencipta...'

3.kata srg ukhti bernama M..kita dah terlalu lama jadi kanak2.tanye balik pada diri,knp kita islam?adakah sbb ibubapa islam?lahir dlm negara majoritinya islam?keturunan islam?cuba berhenti jadi kanak2..masa untuk berfikir,sedalam-dalamnya tentang islam..knp kite islam sbnrnya?masa untuk kenal semula pencipta..bukan sekadar ilmu yg bertambah..sbb klu tanye itu dan ini,ramai orang tahu..sbb belaja ataupun drp pembacaan..tp tak ramai yg betul2 hayati dan amalkan pa yg tahu..
my Allah,bantu kami my Allah,beri kami kefahaman yg mendalam..

4)renovate hati..dan renovate amal
sbb hanya hati yg bersih,suci,dan tawaduk akan dpt lihat sifat2 kesempurnaan Rabbnya,dpt kenal dan rasai cinta rabbnya,dpt rasa betapa dekatnya Allah..

.my Allah,bimbing sy..setiap masa dan ketika..

hidup cuma seketika,suatu masa akan pulang kesana..kepulangan yg pasti!hargai setiap detik yg ada....dan peringatan lagi..ketahuilah sesungguhnya ramai yg kalah bila diuji dgn masa lapang..~berhati-hatilah wahai diri..

5)ape2,cite kat Allah,ngadu kat Allah,mintak kat Allah..Allah suka dgr pengaduan hambaNya..dan Allah tahu,bukan mudah berada dipentas ujian ini..sgt2x memerlukan Allah tuk bantu sehingga ke akhirnya..Allah akan bantu..my Allah,trima ksh sbb sentisa ada utk kami,my Allah bantu kami spya kami jaga hak2 my Allah..sebaik-baiknya...

amin ya Rabb..
trima kasih Allah sbb ajar kami solat..
penghubung srg abdi dgn Tuhannya..=p
*heart whoop*-melangkah seorang hamba,berbekalkan semngt dr Tuhan,bersama keyakinan yg satu..Allah akan bantu,jgn takut,jgn sedih,dan jgn bimbang..~~

5)buat sesuatu scra pertengahan,..khairul umuri ausatuha..smile..=p,lepaskn beban kt minda dan hati..tawakal pd Allah!

yosh!sebulan aje ni kat O n G..struggle awal2x..
dan ade 5 juzuk to go in sebulan ni!waaaaaaaa~~~=p...Go Go Go..hargai setiap detik!!

18 March 2010

demi masa=p

i remembered back at school, after the sunday assembly, the
prefect'll go "kita akhiri dgn tasbih kafarah dan SURA AL-ASR" =)

wal'asr

in the malay tafsir it's translated as: Demi Masa
in the English tafsir its translated as: by the time..

but arabic is a beautiful languange..
malay and english is just like the surface whereas the depth
of arabic is like the bottom of the pacific ocean..

al-asr literally means time..nontheless,
arabic has lexical meanings where in this case,
the root word of asr implies squeezing everything which is good and
throwing out that which is not is use..

example 1: like air tebu..
we usually see people at the pasar put in the batang tebu in that machine thingy,
squeezing out and extracting all the sweet tebu and throwing out the
hampas..

example 2: like wine (probably a scandalous example=p)
the grapes are squeezed to get the wine and the skin is later
thrown away..

so when Allah says, wal'asr, it doesnt just imply
Allah qasm (swearing) on the time, but it has deeper meanings..
imagine time as something we squeeze and thenceforth,
extracting everything which is good
from it and throwing out that which is not good..

every second, is an input to the heart..what we see, what we hear,
what we experience..and later, all these inputs shall be
translated as outputs; into actions and the words we say..

so extracting all which is good from every second of our life
and throwing out that which is not good=)
that's wal-asr!!!=)=)=)

may by the Grace of Allah SWT, make us among those who use
every second of our remaining time to the fullestestest=)

my Allah..make us among You redha=)

ya Allah, radhitu billahi rabba, wabilislami diina,
wabimuhammadinnabiyya warasula..

we have redha Allah as our Rabb, Islam as our deen,
and Muhammad as our rasul..

ya Allah, redhailah kami=)=)

11 March 2010

langit=)


i pulled up the blinds to my bedroom window
and Allah filled my eyes
with this amazing sight!!

just to make my point, imagine lookin
at some man-made thing,
a beatiful vase maybe
(im not into pottery=p..just an
example..)
the first day we buy it,
its beautiful..2nd day-still standing at that
corner lookin pretty..
but as weeks and years past,
we wont even notice the vase at that corner
nymore..

like, its amazing how every single day of
our life, Allah has given us the wonderful blessing
of seeing the beautiful heavens He created..
and yet our eyes never once felt tired of
lookin at it..

the langit i see outside my
window here in egypt, is the same
as the one i see outside my
window in malaysia..

but never once failed
to touch the heart =)

subhanAlah..
glory to Him who the Creator of
all things=)

Blessed is He Whose Hand is in dominion;
and He is able to do all things..

(67:3-4)
Who has created the 7 heavens
one above another;
you can see no fault in the
creation of the Most Gracious.
then look again: "Can you see any rifts?"

Then look again and yet again,
your sight will return to you in a state of
humiliation, and worn out..

"Our Lord..You have not created all this
without purpose..glory to You..
Give us the salvation of the Fire.."

=)

indeed in the creation of the heavens and the
earth there are signs of men of understanding..

these resplendent heavens never once
stopped from obeying Allah's commands...

(84:1-2) When the heaven is split asunder,
And listens to and obeys its Lord-
and it must do so

And when the earth is stretched forth,
and has cast out all that was in it and
became empty.

And listens to and obeys its Lord -
and it must do so

O man! Verily you are returning towards
Your Lord - with your deeds and actions -
a sure returning, and you will meet ( the results of
your deeds which you did)

04 March 2010

=)


bismillah...
sometimes our hearts are moved to do something which is good..
but we tend to delay, or make the current state we're in
as an excuse to not do it..

my friend once told me that a friend of hers
once told her, (confuse ke?heheh)
that it came upon her heart to wear hijab...
but she was harboured with doubts..
a lot of unforeseen circumstances were
haunting her mind..

and somebody told her,
"Allah has shone His Light to Your heart to
do something which is good.. it is like
Allah is knocking at the door of your heart,
wanting to shine that blessed Devine Light of His..
it is up to you whether or not you
want to answer that door..but it may be that
you would never hear that knocking ever again.."

when the Light of guidance has come, let us open the
door to our hearts as wide as we can..
let us not be like;
(67:23) "It is HE who has created you
and endowed you with hearing, and seeing, and hearts..
Little thanks do you give!"

it is a Mighty blessing that He bestowed upon
us Islam as our way of life..
Let us be thankful by answering that knock
on the door=)

May Allah give us strength to adhere to His Holy Deen..
Ya Muqallibal qulub, thabbit qulubana aladiinik wala ta'atik..

Allah knows Best=)

02 March 2010

la tahinu,wala tahzanu=)


teringat this ayat:
(55:29) Whosoever is in the heavens and on earth begs of Him
everyday He is (engaged) in some affair

Compared to all that is happening in the world, the things that Allah needs
to control in the universe - the orbits, the planets, the black holes.. every single lil atom or electron, proton..
ya Allah..

who am i in this world..
rasa terlalu kerdil..
small..
bila sujud, nak meminta tapi..
ya Allah..
i am smaller than maybe a speck in Allah's majestic dominion..

='(

but then the subsequent verses..
so beautiful..
my Allah says:
(55:30-31) Then which of the blessings of your Rabb do you deny?
We shall attend to you, O you two classes! (men and jinn)
Then which of the blessings of your Rabb do you deny?

=')

Allah SHALL attend to you..
ask Him.. and He will attend to you..

He is the Owner of All Things..
ask Him..
ask Him..

may Allah strengthen our iman..
ya Allah bestown upon us khusnul khatimah..

ya Allah, bestow from You, help to the muslimeen of this ummah..
ya Allah, bestow from You, help upon the mujahideen in Falestin and all other places...

Let us hand in hand return to Allah Taala..
Our busy-ness in this world is nothing compared to the busy-ness
of Allah Taala..
yet He is more than willing to listen to us..
by His Rahmat, by His Grace, attend to us..

Yet here we are, complaining there's not enough time to ponder
on even ONE verse of Allah's beautiful words because we are 'too busy'..

too busy with the dunia when it is to Allah we shall return in the hereafter..
=(

do we think what we have and what we are working for in this world, sufficient
when we return to Him in the Day of resurrection??

Let us throw away that arrogance from our hearts
and hand in hand return to the Quran and sunnah..

for
"in the rememberance of Allah will the heart find rest.."
(Ar-Ra'd)