terkedu

ya Allah, make the Quran the spring of our hearts, the banisher of our sadness and the reliever of our distress:)

kuatkn semangat!!!

Kerana hati perlu kuat..hati srg muslimah perlu kuat..

mujahadah itu pahit kerana syurga itu manis.

ubat itu juga pahit tetapi ia menyembuhkan,ia mengubati..ia penawar..

Jaga niat..kerana byak perkara yg besar blh menjadi kecil kerana niat..dan byak perkara yg kecil menjadi besar juga kerana niat..;)

org yg diuji itu lebih besar pahalanya..lebih besar ganjarannya..

Ya Rabbi,langkah diatur dlm perjalanan menujuMu,terkadang tersalah arah,terkadang rebah dan cedera,terkadang lesu dalam berjalan,ampuni hamba yg kerdil,kerana sungguh perjalanan ini,bukan mudah..

Kadang2 terkedu dgn ujian yg dtg.hidup yg penuh misteri dan rahsia tersendiri.sungguh dunia benar-benar pentas ujianMu..

dunia pentas ujian dan Allah memerhati..

Dan kerana Tuhanmu..maka bersabarlah..dan sabarlah dengan sabar yg cantik..pohonlah pertolongan TuhanMu dengan sabar dan solat..sungguh Allah itu dekat..terlalu dekat..

Pegang dan tuntun hamba ini ya Tuhan,agar mmpu berdiri,dan berlari kearahMu..seperti srg anak berlari kepangkuan ibunya..

12.14 malam,Sabtu,25/12/2010...

..Allah knows best..alhamdulillah

alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..

dan dtk cukupkah syurga dan pertemuan dgn Allah itu sebagai motivasi terbesar kita?..

************

(^^,)...






takut dan cinta hanya utk ILAHI~...

p/s=ada jumpa atikel yg sgt best..
http://www.iluvislam.com/tazkirah/remaja-a-cinta/1292-mari-aku-khabarkan-tentang-cinta.html

❤❤❤◕ ‿ ◕

al-fatihah..

You'll never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have left..

a quote i read from not the primrose path.. his last post led me to another beautiful blog onebreastbouncing..

till now i cant believe their last entry were literally their last..
a beautiful entry..

a beautiful blog indeed..

as i read what they have written, i catch myself thinking if i even had an ounce of strength, patience and ketabahan as they have/had..

ya Allah.. fill our hearts with the ability to endure all the beautiful plans that You have laid for us..

indeed i know them not, but my deepest gratitude to all the reminders they have given me. indeed with Allah is the best of rewards..

al fatihah..

bersabarlah dgn sabar yg cantik..

subhanallah..
choices laid out in front of us, are tests..

tests to see which of us are grateful to Allah SWT..
and which of us will be best in deeds..

Allah knows best..

Teringat kata2 Nabi Yaakub dalam sura Yusuf bila berdepan dengan anak2 nya, "fasabruun jamiil"

kemudian bersabar lah dengan sabar yang cantik =)


Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal..
mode:wlu 'benda tu' ssh sgt..pluang yg sgt-sgt nipis..trust Allah..tawakal sepenuhnya pd Allah,pasti ada jalan keluar..no worry..Allah tolong insyaAllah..;).*heart whoop*..

insyaAllah...insyaAllah.

Never give up. When your heart becomes tired, just walk with your legs - but move on..

alhamdulillah ala kulli hal
ari ni bertemu dgn ukhti-ukhti dari ireland
~kak puteri fatin nabila,AJ,husna,dila,mira~
ukhwah fillah abadan abada~bertemu dan berpisah krn Allah.andai tiada lagi pertemuan slps ini smoga ada pertemuan diakhirat sna..amin..amin..amin..;)
.My sweet nabi,

“We have believed in you and accepted what you say. We have testified that what you have brought is the truth and on the basis of that we have give you our pledge and sworn to hear and obey you!

So proceed ya rasululullah, to do whatever you will for we are with you. By Him who sent you with the truth, if into it with you and not a single man would remain behind. We do not dislike that you should confront the enemy with us tomorrow.

We are steadfast in war, truthful in meeting. Perhaps Allah will show you something of us which will make your heart please. So proceed on the blessing of Allah!!!”-BADR..

Those words. The beauty. My tears. My heart.

“Allahu akbar” .

~jejak andalus~

My determination renewed.

pengorbanan itu diperlukan utk sesuatu yg sgt berharga...

Allah..

cinta

bismillah..

Aku khabarkan tentang cinta kepada kalian dan juga untuk tatapan diriku. Cinta yang memang tidak pernah putus-putus. Lantas kebahagian, cinta diraih lalu impian disulam bersemadi. Tidak akan terputus dari susunan kata yang terungkap indah lalu diikat rapi dengan terbuktinya melalui perlakuan sang pencinta itu sendiri.

Keunikan Cinta.

Dengan cinta, suka boleh menjadi duka. Cinta juga, cuka boleh menjadi madu yang manis. Dengan cinta, impian bersama cuba digapai. Keburukan ternyata dilihat menjadi amat menawan. Segala yang terungkap pada setiap kata-kata yang manis. Lalu kita membicarakan tentang cinta. Di sini, didefinisikan makna cinta dan dikatakan setiap helaian kamus anda akan menjumpai makna disebaliknya. Setiap jarak dari jasadmu kau akan jumpa pengertiannya. Bila kita berbicara tentang cinta seolah-olah kita arif bagai kita yang mencipta segala cinta yang tercipta. Diungkapkan madah-madah cinta seperti kita sang pujangga yang hebat?

Apakah cinta itu pada hubungan Adam dan Hawa dan kisah-kisah manusia lantas hangat dibicarakan dengan dengan penuh kasih kononnya disaluti bait-bait ilmunya. Aku tidak mampu menjelaskan apa itu cinta tapi aku cuba fahami melalui jelas sifatnya cinta itu sendiri. Analogi cinta sebagaimana Iman, tersembunyi dalam hati terbuktinya pada setiap tindakan dan kata. Pada setiap langkah yang dipacakkan dan nafas yang dihembus. Iman yang dipahatkan bersulamkan takwa dan hati seorang hamba.

Cinta Dipahat pada Jalur Pengorbanan.
Sifatnya terukir pada sebuah pengorbanan. Pengorbanan yang dilihat tidak ada jelas bezanya untuk sesiapa pun. Jadi cinta itu sebuah pengorbanan lalu Juliet dan Romeo terkorban. Majnun menjadi tidak waras dan gila kerana Laila. Cinta si ibu kepada anaknya tidak terhingga untuk membesarkan anaknya dan seorang ayah sanggup berhujan berpanas memberi kehidupan yang selesa kepada sebuah keluarga.

Pada cinta itu wujudnya sebuah kenikmatan yang agung. Kenikmatan Yusuf a.s. memilih kehidupan di penjara kerana dilihatnya nikmat sebenar di sana. Dan kerana cinta Rasul diutuskan dan diwahyukan setiap kata-katanya daripadanya diambil untuk panduan dan bekalan kita semua. Oleh sebab nikmat jugalah pejuang teragung Muhammad s.a.w. tidak pernah berhenti berjuang.

Bicarakan tentang Cinta.

Maka ada bezanya antara cinta sang jejaka dan Syed Qutb. Aku cuba jelaskan bezanya di sini. Apabila kau baca lihat makna cinta, lantas kau lontarkan hanya ada kepada seorang manusia. Dan aku jarang mendengar tentang cinta teragung yang pernah dunia dan isinya melihatnya .Cinta yang dahsyat dipamerkan sebagai bukit kecintaan hakiki kepada Penciptanya yang Agung.

Aku punya pendapat dan pandangan sendiri. Bagiku cinta itu bezanya pada dasarnya. Pada apa yang kita cuba usaha untuk pegangi. Sebagai contoh Cinta Romeo dan Juliet dipegang pada dasar manusiawi. Maka matinya Romeo, matilah Juliet. Begitu juga cinta Majnun dan Laila, ditolaknya Laila cinta si Majnun, gilalah Majnun.

Dilihat pada situasi yang lain di mana cinta itu dihamparkan. Pada segenap keindahan noktah Penciptanya. Pada Dia Pemilik dan Pencipta cinta. Pada Dia yang menganugerahkan setiap rasa dan pada naluri. Maka Syed Qutb berdiri berani berhadapan ke tali gantung kepada Tuhannya. Dan kerana cinta itu pada kuncinya adalah satu, hanya kepada Allah. Yang tidak terjangkau oleh masa. Dia ingin berikan hadiah yang paling terbaik kepada Kekasihnya. Hatta, nyawa, jasad, hartanya, kekuatannya dan segala apa yang dimiliki olehnya adalah pinjaman daripada Pencipta. Kekasihnya yang hakiki dan cinta abadi. Letakkan cinta pada tempat yang seadil-adilnya.

Kembali aku kepada nilai kehidupan yang kujalani, lantas aku bertanya adakah semuanya kulakukan bagai seperti apa aku katakan? Adakah selama ini benar kuletakkan cinta yang agung pada Tuhanku dan Nabiku?

Aku juga tidak membantah apatah lagi menentang kecintaan kalian pada manusia kerana aku juga punya cinta itu pada hatiku. Akan tetapi aku mahu aku dan kalian juga meletakkan cinta pada tempat yang benar dan hak. Itulah yang selayaknya kerana aku tahu cinta yang wujud dalam diri adalah daripada cinta Penciptanya jua. Cinta yang kekal selama-lamanya adalah cinta dari Dia. Dia Maha Penyayang dan lagi Maha Mengasihani.

- Artikel iluvislam.com
http://www.iluvislam.com/tazkirah/remaja-a-cinta/1292-mari-aku-khabarkan-tentang-cinta.html

Allah be my strength - its PAINFUL

Allah be my strength - its PAINFUL.

and i catch myself not being able to think straight. Even the simplest of things become so difficult mashaAllah, as if the whole body is sharing the pain.

"The Ummah are like the limbs of a man, where if the eye hurts the whole body feels pain and if the head hurts, the whole body feels pain and suffering." (hadith)

Allah forgive me.

Why does my heart not share the pain when phosphorus bombs rain on kids in Gaza?
Why do I not cry in pain when masses and masses of graves are being dug for our brothers in Afghanistan?
Why does my heart not bleed when my innocent brothers and sisters imprisoned and tortured?
Ya Allah, has my heart hardened so much so, that I have now become immune to the afflictions upon my brothers and sisters?

Ya Allah, give us all the ability to wake up with less love for this World and more for the hereafter. .
Ya Allah, grant us strength in faith and firmness in believing Allah SWT’s decree and in the Prophet (SAW)’s saying..
Ya Allah, grant us the ability to rise today insha’Allah and stand up for all those under injustice and oppression.


ya Allah, allow us to aid our brothers and sisters who are heavily burdened.

May Your Immense blessing and mercy be showered upon the oppressed.

May Allah SWT exchange their fear and hardship with tranquillity and ease.

May He SWT bring guidance to the oppressors and keep us all firm on the straight path.

Ameen Ya Rabbal Alaamin

'private stuff'

10;32pm,Wednesday..1.12.2010..

Bismillah..

Ngantuk..check folder2 lam laptop..terjumpa satu folder..

‘PRIVATE LIFE”…ada password..byak kali cubaan membukanya..sebab penulisan ni dah lama.password pun hampir lupa..

Alhamdulillah Berjaya dibuka..

……………..;)…………

Dan kisah didalam dibaca..

‘All of sudden
The pain is too much to bear
The vain feels like a torturing lair..

One second chill the spine
The other, melted under the sunshine
Set tears and laughter on the same line
Possessing such powers that stop the time’

………………………………;(……………

Sabar..sabar…Allah knows..Allah knows..

Hidup kembarnya ujian..datang dan terus datang tanpa henti

Dengan keimanan kan mampu bertahan..

Allah tahu,malah Allah lebih tahu

Ini yg terbaik,sgla yg terjadi..inilah yg terbaik..

Scared..but …Allah knows..;)..

………………………………………..

mode:ke'jelesan'...;(,,nyhow..semoga semua baik2 sahaja.pasti ada jalan keluar,sepercik harapan,serta pahala...hasbunallah wani'mal wakil..usia dunia yg sgt singkat dan gudang nikmatnya yg sgt kecil..

cari Allah..jika tlh berjaya menemui 'Allah',bermakna telah mendapat segalanya..

....supaya setiap bencana akan menjadi anugerah,setiap ujian menjadi kurnia dan setiap peristiwa menjadi penghargaan dan pahala..ameen..

life is full of coincedences..even 2 parallel lines might some day meet..;)

2 sides of coin

"a rolling stone gathers no moss"

The first time i came across it, i thought it meant - if you keep yourself busy, keep your mind working - your brain wont grow mushrooms, or deplete - or something to that extent.

But the intended meaning is actually; a person who is always on the move, and not able to stay at one place for long enough will not be able to make much friends.

2 sides of a coin.
Our perspective of things really are dependent on how we look at it and are often influenced by our experience and surroundings.

i guess in this case, the fact that im x pndi mem'buzy'kn diri, and in need to keep myself busy; and my negativity towards moss, kulats and anything of its brethren has influenced me to interpret the aforementioned maxim as such=)

difference in thoughts, in perceptions are common.
there's gazillion ways to look at a single thing..

hence, let us ask Allah that He grants us Hidayah upon looking at things the ways He wants us to..

while some perceive hijab as a form of liberation, others think it is opression.
while some feel sujud is a beautiful form of submission, others think that it is degrading.

it is all a matter of opinion.
hence, neraca apa yg kita guna untuk menilai sesuatu?

Biarlah fikiran, perbuatan, segala dalam hati dan amal kita menggunakan neraca Allah.
let us sungguh-sungguh mohon sangat sangat pada Allah Taala that He gives us the ability to judge between right and wrong; Furqan.. and act upon it..

(8:29) O you who believe! If you obey and fear Allah, He will grant you Furqan, and will expiate for you your sins, and forgive you.. and Allah is Owner of Great Bounty..

Kejayaan sebenar hanyalah dalam ketaqwaan kita pada Allah, ketaatan pada rasulNya dan keberadaan kita dalam syariatNya.

hidup kembarnya ujian

masa berjalan..

dan terus berjalan..

terlalu laju meninggalkan kita

bismillah,alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah

hidup terlalu singkat..semoga sepanjang usia berada dimuka bumi Tuhan ini,dpt hamba ini mengenal pencipta sebenar2nya,dpt merasai kasih sayang pencipta,dpt mencintai Allah dgn sebenar-benar cinta..

mampukah??

izinkan hamba ini ya Rabb..

hidup kembarnya ujian,datang dan terus datang tanpa henti.hanya dengan keimanan kan mampu bertahan.atas segala ujian

sabar...sabar..

Allah knows..Allah knows..

la takhof wala tahzan.innallah hamaana
la haula wala kuwwata illa billah

Allah certainly has unique ways to show His love..;)


When you feel like everything seems to go against your way, just take 5 minutes to sit down and reflect on all the blessings you have in life, and the things that actually went your way. May then, the smiles will return, the sun will break out, the music will play, and you will finally be able to move forward the life that God intended for you with grace, strength, courage, and confidence.

alhamdulillah,alhamdulillah,alhamdulillah

segala yg Allah beri terlalu banyak..

terlalu..

p/s:seminggu hampir kpd exam midterm dan osce~markah 54(dekat ngan separuh!!!)perlu stdy dgn bersungguh-sungguh.;),gunakan masa dgn sebaiknya insyaAllah...

btw,elektif hematology sgt best;),tersusun,dr yg baik2,jumpa patient yg ada leukemia(AML,CML,etc..)HL,NHL,anemia(ITP,SPHEROCYT,VWD,HEMOPHILIA,ETC..),kesimpulannya..

seyesly...best,.;)

alhamdulillah,mungkin lepas ni tuk elektif yg akan dtg,kne pilih departmt int med kot,insyaAllah..

life is short...make me strong..;)

Life is short, so work hard and pray hard.

kat bawah ni lyric 'make me strong'by sami yusuf..;)

I know I’m waiting
Waiting for something
Something to happen to me
But this waiting comes with
Trials and challenges
Nothing in life is free
I wish that somehow
You’d tell me out aloud
That on that day I’ll be ok
But we’ll never know cause
That’s not the way it works
Help me find my way

My Lord show me right from wrong
Give me light make me strong
I know the road is long
Make me strong
Sometimes it just gets too much
I feel that I’ve lost touch
I know the road is long
Make me strong

I know I’m waiting
Yearning for something
Something known only to me
This waiting comes with
Trials and challenges
Life is one mystery
I wish that somehow
You’d tell me out aloud
That on that day you’ll forgive me
But we’ll never know cause
That’s not the way it works
I beg for your mercy

My Lord show me right from wrong
Give me light make me strong
I know the road is long
Make me strong
Sometimes it just gets too much
I feel that I’ve lost touch
I know the road is long
Make me strong

Words: Sami Yusuf
Music: Sami Yusuf
Produced by Sami Yusuf

;)true muslimah..

A True Muslimah…

“The beauty of a true Muslimah,
Is reflected through her soul
Flowing with passion through her eyes,
Growing in love with a glowing heart,
Revealing her internal beauty through her acts,
Overflowing with love and comfort
As her life is full of compassion
She is like the tranquil hidden pearl,
Beneath the stormy wide ocean,

Her strength is her trust,
Her glamour is her modesty,
Her dignity is preserved,
Fearing Allah all the time
Living a life seeking Allah’s Mercy and love
Her aura of beauty is felt within
As she flourishes the lives of those she touches
With warmth and kindness
Her heart glowing with patience
As she nourishes the lives of those she touches
With understanding, sympathy and kindness
Her eyes glowing with love
As she binds hearts together
With her true beauty of sisterly love
In the name of love for Allah.”

;)barometer buat DR(daie rabbani)

bismillah..

wantabih min rakdatilrhof..lati fal'umru qalilu..

wathroh saufa wa hatta..fahuma da 'uun da khilu..

mode:mujahadah(berusaha keras...;))kerana.. einda nafsika minal roflati ma yakfiiha..
dan ada barometer yg telah ditetapkan buat para daie..

qalbun yatillu afkarihi,wayadun tamdii l'umuru wanafsun lahwuhatta'abu..

Be truthful in everything, don’t lie.
Be sincere and straightforward, don’t be hypocritical.
Be honest, don’t be corrupt.
Be humble, don’t be boastful.
Be moderate, don’t be excessive.
Be reserved, don’t be garrulous.
Be soft-spoken, don’t be loud.
Be refined and gentle in speech, don’t curse and use foul language.
Be loving and solicitous to others, don’t be unmindful of them.
Be considerate and compassionate, don’t be harsh.
Be polite and respectful to people, don’t be insulting or disrespectful.
Be generous and charitable, don’t be selfish and miserly.
Be good natured and forgiving, don’t be bitter and resentful.
Share and be content with what Allah has given you, don’t be greedy.
Be cheerful and pleasant, don’t be irritable and morose.
Be chaste and pure, don’t be lustful.
Be alert and aware of the world around you, don’t be absent-minded.
Be dignified and decent, don’t be graceless.

Be optimistic and hopeful, don’t be cynical or pessimistic.
Be confident and have deep faith, don’t be doubtful and wavering.
Be spiritually oriented and not materialistic.
Be confident of the mercy of Allah, don’t be despairing and lose heart.
Be diligent and vigilant of your duties, don’t be negligent.
Be thankful to Allah and constantly pray to Him, don’t be forgetful of His innumerable blessings.

Finally as the righteous say, “The love of Allah is the axis around which all good revolves.” If we fall in love with Allah, and then strive to be true in our love, in accordance with the way of the Beloved of Allah (Allah bless him and give him peace), then we will find nothing but increasing light and contentment in our life..alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..;)

scene 1,2 and 3

Scene 1:

You're sweating profusely. No, its not the heat. But it's question number 5 on your final exam paper. What on earth is this questionnnn?? grrrrr O_o

and the fact that you're school genius is sitting beside you doesn't help at all as you steal a glance- and yes. It was no miracle that she was writing as much and as fast as she can.

Steal a glance and..

wait..

then you steal another.

It was then you realized that you could actually clearly see what she was writing..

Scene 2:

You're in desperate need of panadols. desperately desperate. The pain's taking away all your energy. You cant think straight. You cant even walk straight!

When you've finally arrived safeway (which is hugeee), you take a box of panadol (which is tinyy).

The huge supermarket was deserted. There was no one at all in sight. Not even the safeway freshfood people. You rummage your handbag to see which panadol your purse is allowing you to afford when suddenly you realize OMG! you didnt bring your purse!!!

Your pain throbbing.

Scene 3:

Congratulations! you have been elected as the treasurer for the rotary club! (actually the election was 7 months ago:p)

The new month has come and it's ceti time. being the efficient person you are, your members have learnt to pay up on time.

You walk out the meeting room with aud5000 in your pocket (CASH $.$) .

Your stomach suddenly grumbles. in fact, its actually been grumbling since yesterday since you haven't been eating. This month has been a bit tight since you had to buy a new laptop.

You pass a sushi shop - your favourite! AND THEY WERE SELLING CHEAP TODAYY!!
JUST 50CENTS a sushi roll!!!

You don't have money in your account

You only have money in your pocket.

A lot of money..

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Scene 1:

Cheating on your people. Corruption.

Scene 2:

The pain of your ancestors still makes you cringe but the white phosphorus burns on these Palestinians? - satisfaction.

Scene 3:

You are the country's finance minister. Country's billions are in your hands.
No one would notice if you buy your wife a Chanel handbag or two.

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pesta berpuasa sunat,

The food's there in the fridge. In the cupboard. Everywhere in the kitchen.
Your tummy grumbles - You're famished!!

There's even a box of your most-favourite-box-of-chocs-in-the-entire-universe on your desk.
You soooo want them! - You're salivating!!

No one's around. No one's at home.
But you choose refrain, to stay on fasting.

Because Allah is watching.

Taqwa.

With taqwa, every deed counts eventhough no one's watching.
With taqwa, your pain doesn't give concession to do injustice to others.
With taqwa, every cent counts eventhough you have gazillions.

Fasting trains self-restrain, self-discpline, and integrity. To have ultimate control over yourself.

mode;byakkan puasa sunat,+..tinggalkan perkara yg sia2..+,segala yg Allah beri terlalu banyak,lebih dari cukup..alhamdulillah,alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..lebih dr cukup utk srg hamba survive diats muka bumi Tuhan..;),alhamdulillah atas segalanya..;)

p/s;gejala sosial dimlysia makin menjadi2,..sayangkn malaysia,sayangkan agama islam,belajar mencintai agama islam supaya awk juga mmpu utk buat apa sahaja utk islam..;),

;)source of real happiness..

sgla yg Allah beri,dah lebih dari cukup..alhamdulillah atas segalanya..;),

mode:die hard optimist!;)

A Story With A Moral….. Spiritual Happiness.

Once there was a king who had presented his daughter, the princess, with a beautiful diamond necklace.

The necklace was stolen and his people in the kingdom searched everywhere but could not find it. Some said a bird might have stolen it. The king then asked them all to search for it and put a reward for $50,000 for anyone who found it.



One day a clerk was walking home along a river next to an industrial area. This river was completely polluted, filthy and smelly. As he was walking, the clerk saw a shimmering in the river and when he looked, he saw the diamond necklace. He decided to try and catch it so that he could get the $50,000 reward.

He put his hand in the filthy, dirty river and grabbed at the necklace, but somehow missed it and didn’t catch it. He took his hand out and looked again and the necklace was still there.

He tried again, this time he walked in the river and dirtied his pants in the filthy river and put his whole arm in to catch the necklace.

But strangely, he still missed the necklace! He came out and started walking away, feeling depressed.

Then again he saw the necklace, right there. This time he was determined to get it, no matter what. He decided to plunge into the river, although it was a disgusting thing to do as the river was polluted, and his whole body would become filthy.

He plunged in, and searched everywhere for the necklace and yet he failed. This time he was really bewildered and came out feeling very depressed that he could not get the necklace that would get him $50,000.

Just then a saint who was walking by, saw him, and asked him what the matter was. The clerk didn’t want to share the secret with the saint, thinking the saint might take the necklace for himself, so he refused to tell the saint anything.

But the saint could see this man was troubled and being compassionate, again asked the clerk to tell him the problem and promised that he would not tell anyone about it. The clerk mustered some courage and decided to put some faith in the saint.

He told the saint about the necklace and how he tried and tried to catch it, but kept failing. The saint then told him that perhaps he should try looking upward, toward the branches of the tree, instead of in the filthy river.

The clerks looked up and true enough, the necklace was dangling on the branch of a tree. He had been trying to capture a mere reflection of the real necklace all this time.

Moral: Material happiness is just like the filthy, polluted river; because it is a mere reflection of the TRUE happiness in the spiritual world.

We can never achieve the happiness we are looking for no matter how hard we endeavor in material life. Instead we should look upwards, toward Allah, who is the source of real happiness, and stop chasing after the reflection of this happiness in the material world.

This spiritual happiness is the only thing that can satisfy us completely.

luahan hati..:(

post kali ni mungkin x mmberi makna kpd pembaca..hanya sekadar luahan hati penulis..

1.speck patah 2 hari yg lepas.kebetulan ade satu speck je yg ok..~insecured,scared etc..hehe..nyhow tawakal byak3x...

2.anak2 ikan kesayangan dah mati..40 ekor kesemuanya,=(..rindu pula saat2 ketika penulis melihat anak2 ikan berenang ke sana sini..dan sering berkata..

'tuk yg colour itam..wah...bila besar awk akan jadi ikan yg handsome.'

'.yg putih@kuning,akan ckp..nnti awk akan jadi mak..cepat2la membesar,nnti beranak ramai2x.'

b4 gi kelas,tgok ikan dulu..balik kelas pun tgok ikan dulu..b4 tidur,kalau x bleh tido atau insomnia ke dgn tgok ikan berenang ke sna sini pun buleh terlelap...

namun...pagi tadi lepas solat subuh,hampir terlupa ikan2 itu semua dah mati..=(...sy rindu ikan2 tu..seyesly rindu..Allah knows best..insyaAllah setiap yg terjadi ada hikmahnya..biiznillah..

tadi gi kelas,dr tgh ngajar pun x dpt focus,macam nampak je anak2 ikan tu berenang-renang,nampak meka berebut2 makanan etc..sedih...=(,slide dr Tarek pun nmpak mcm ikan..;),mcm presentation tntang spesies molly,bout molly fry,how to take a good care on them etc...huhu

bolehkah kite jumpa semula kat akhirat nnti?waaa..wait for me.nak tengok agi anak2 ikan tu..,ya Rabb,jaga anak2 ikan saye ya rabb..sy rindu meka..:(,

nyhow,setiap sesuatu ada pengajaran yg dpt diambil..thank u Allah for everything..;)

wake up. live life. sleep..
and the cycle goes on..


day after day..
months after months..
years after years..


the cycle has an end...


lagu ni khas tuk anak2 ikan(tajuk=love is punishment),xde kaitan dgn siapa2 melainkan lirik dan lagunye yg sayu sesuai tuk anak2 ikan..

~penulis tlh meng'removekn'video ini sbb skrg penulis tdk lagi emo sprti sblum ini~alhamdulillah...

baibai,anak-anak ikan~

3.semenjak dua menjak ni,selalu je anxiety..la tahkof wala tahzan,innallah hamaana..sungguh sekuat mana sekalipun sy cuba jadi,satu masa akan rebah jua~nervous breakdown sekejap..nyhow,tiada pilihan lain melainkan ...stay strong..;)

Time is a river..
and books are boats..

many volumes start down that stream, only to be wrecked and lost beyond
recall in its sands..
only a few, a very few,
endure the testings of time and live to bless the ages following..



concealed within those pages, there hides a wondorous secret.

One day thelight would dawn, and mankind would finally begin to grasp the simple, transformative truth and take a quantum leap forward in the understanding his own magnificence..

(the lost symbols, pg 488)


dan brown meant something else, but in my mind, i felt as if it was meant for my most valuable possession:) to be able to read the Quran, what more blessed to understand it and follow its teachings is a blessing beyond comprehension:)



ya Allah, make the Quran the spring of our hearts, the banisher of our sadness and the reliever of our distress:)

4.alhamdulilah sbb Allah pilih sy tuk jd student medic..;),ari tu srg ukhti ade cerita,kisah srg yg accident,terus dpt quadriplegia..lumpuh..dlm masa sehari nikmat anggota badan dan kesihatan ditarik balik..dahulunya miliki tunang,namun meninggalkannya,dahulunya miliki pekerjaan dan stabil kewangannya kini xdpt bekerja lagi etc...membandingkan diri sndiri dgn mereka yg kurang bernasib baik..mmberi pukulan yg sgt hebat..betapa selama ini kurangnya kite bersyukur atas nikmat pancaindera dan segala nikmat lain yg tak terhitung yg ada pd diri..

malu pada pencipta..

alhamdulillah ala kulli hal ya rabb..

alhamdulillah sbb pilih sy utk jadi 'sy' skrg

utk lalui ujian sbgi 'sy' skrg..

alhamdulillah atas mimpi semalam..

mimpi menangis di hadapan masjidil haram..

tenang sgt mimpi itu..;)

alhamdulillah atas perkara2 yg telah lalui sepanjang bergelar hamba dimuka bumi Tuhan..

kerana segalanya mematangkan diri

mengajar srg abd mengenal Tuhan
mengajar srg hamba akan kepalsuan duniawi..

alhamdulillah ya Rabb..

sungguh sgt beruntung org yg byak risau,byak menangis,bayak lalui kesusahan,byak berpenat lelah etc ketika hayatnya didunia,sgt beruntung pada manusia yg merasakan dia 'berbeza'dgn org lain disekelilingnya,'berbeza jln hidup sejak masih kecil'etc..kerana sungguh harga syurga itu mahal..manakala neraka itu dipagari ribuan nikmat....

usah bersedih lagi taktala org menyatakan 'pergaduhan dan penceraian ibubapa akan memberi kesan psycology yg mendalam terhadap anak-anak'..sebab ada hakikat yg lupa disambung disini..mereka dibawah jagaan Allah,Allah mengawasi mereka,ujian penceraian ibubapa menyebabkan mereka lebih sedar..ada Allah sebagai tempat bergantung,sbgi tempat mengadu..;),

jgn sedih andai anda sedikit 'berbeza' jln hidupnya berbanding org lain..

life goes on..;)alhamdulillah ala kulli hal..

love for Allah..=)

Love for Allah


If my love is attached to Thee
Then from sin I will be free


Each time my heart will beat
Your name will resound with heat


With your name shivers my each limb
They seek to be released from whim


Allah, Allah, is my hearts speech
Your Mercy is what I beseech


The Most Merciful keep me content
With all that You have sent


Keep in my heart Your remembrance
And in Your deen and love allow me to advance


Help me in my quest
Permit me to pass the ultimate test


Save me from the clutches of Satan
Give me death upon Imaan.



Found this poem, and just fell in love with it:)

this life..

The Life In Jannah
The Life In Jannah

Beyond this material world, the authentic life of eternity lays

Through the spiritual serene blue skies and where the sun shines its vivid rays

Are the beautiful and unique stages of heaven

Where Allah has refined and reserved all seven.

The true Mu’mins will enter the highest level

As they devoted themselves only to Allah, and refrained from the evil of the devil.

Their enriched hearts, will escort them through inside

Not a single person who enters will grieve, as Allah has clarified.

Paradise will be adorned with rivers of water, honey, milk and wine

And fine servants decorated with ruby’s and pearls, all standing readily in a line.

Keenly waiting to serve you one after one

No more labour to do, just having fun.

Luxurious mansions and palaces made of silver and gold

Where the people of Jannah will live in and never get old.

Wearing expensive ornaments and beautiful silk gowns

Living superior than royalty with deluxe thrones and elegant crowns.

Plenty of time to tour about,

With astounding sceneries and landscapes to scout.

Vibrant flowers and delicious fruits to eat

Surrounded by loved ones, angels and prophets to greet.



This life is the ultimate trial!!!!

Which will determine our fate, so let us make it worthwhile!

trials..

Every pawn is a potential queen.


Allah has given and every one of us, our own potentials.

To be a queen, the pawn has to cross the board having face much obstacles and possibility of self-sacrifice along the way.

Trials and tribulations have a way in unleashing those potentials locked tight deep within us.

May Allah keep us strong and patient in facing our tests of life:)

orang tanye..

soklan yg kerap ditanya,

áwk bile lagi?''

dan jawapan yg bleh dberi..

''jalan hidup saya x sama mcm org lain,jadi x blehla nk lalui hidup sama mcm org laen juge,x gitu?hehe~~,its just like something that i cant afford..out of reach..dan..byak sbb..''

atau..blh je ckp..

''single is simple..''=)..

the end..nyhow kat bwh ni ade story with a moral..shipwreck..=)

The only survivor of a shipwreck was washed up on a small, uninhabited island….

He prayed feverishly for Allah to rescue him, and every day he scanned the horizon for help, but none seemed forthcoming.

Exhausted, he eventually managed to build a little hut out of driftwood to protect him from the elements and to store his few possessions.

But then one day, after scavenging for food,

He arrived home to find his little hut in flames, the smoke rolling up to the sky. The worst had happened, everything was lost. He was stunned with grief and anger.

“Allah, how could you do this to me?” He cried.

(Comment; Plenty of people use such statement,)

Early the next day, however, he was awakened by the sound of a ship that was approaching the island. It had come to rescue him.

“How did you know I was here?” asked the weary man of his rescuers.

“We saw your smoke signal.” they replied.

Moral: It is easy to get discouraged when things are going badly. But we shouldn’t lose heart, because Allah is at work in our lives, even in the midst of pain and suffering. Remember, next time your little hut is burning to the ground, it just may be a smoke signal that summons the grace of Allah.

yosh...hidup yg cuma sementara,dunia menjadi pentas ujian,..dan Allah memerhati..=)

be thankful..

A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet. He held up a sign which said: “I am blind, please help.”

There were only a few coins in the hat. A man was walking by. He took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat. He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words. Soon the hat began to fill up. A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy. That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were. The boy recognized his footsteps and asked,

“Were you the one who changed my sign this morning? What did you write?”

The man said, “I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way.

I wrote: “Today is a beautiful day but I cannot see it.”

Both signs told people that the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign told people that they were so lucky that they were not blind.

Should we be surprised that the second sign was more effective?

Moral: Be thankful for what you have…Be creative. Be innovative. Think differently and positively. When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile. Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Keep the faith and drop the fear. The most beautiful thing is to see a person smiling… And even more beautiful, knows that you are the reason behind it!!!

baru 4 bulan~~adik baru..namanye puteri kalisya balqis=),

catur..

At the end of the game,

the king and the pawn go back in the same box.

(Italian Proverb)

Regardless our positions, our status, our achievements in this life - upon Allah is our return.

Ya Allah grant us husnul khaatimah. ya Allah, please please please grant for us a good ending.....

~_~

mujahadah itu pahit,kerana syurga itu manis..

beribadatlah sehingga kita berasa letih untuk melakukan dosa

Ya Rabb,kuhanya hamba..yang selayaknya diuji..~

Hidup terlalu singkat utk tidak bersemangat,terlalu singkat untuk disia-siakan..

Jka datang orang ‘menghadiahkan’ air mata..Allah sedang mendidikmu tentang sifat sabar.jangan dilihat manusia yang menjadi ‘sebab’lihat dengan mata hati yang Allah yang menjadi musabbabil asbab..jika kau disakiti oleh dia,DIA sedang mengajarmu erti redha.

waktu terlalu cepat berlalu

rasa semalam baru ku berlari-lari didenai itu..

yang berlalu terus berlalu,terlalu laju…

umur kita tidak lama..umpama musafir singgah sementara dipohon yang rimbun dalam suatu kembara yang panjang..dan alangkah ruginya jika dalam masa sesingkat ini kite tersesat..

hiduplah berpada-pada.hiduplah bagi musafir yang berdagang dirantau orang..hatinya tetap merindui kampong halaman..hiduplah bagai orang yang menyeberangi jambatan,tdk sudi berlama-lama kerana disitu hanya sementara,kakinya melamgkah kencang justeru jiwanya sudah diseberang..

Kita akan terus diuji..

demi kesuburan pokok

daun yang kering mesti gugur

ranting yang reput pasti jatuh

tidak semua takdir mampu ditafsirkan oleh akal,dapat diterima oleh perasaan.terlalu banyak seni halus dalam hidup ini yang tdk mampu kita tafsirkan..namun yakinlah ada yang tersirat disebalik yang tersurat..Allah lebih kenal siapa kita daripada kita mengenal diri sendiri..

Burung-burung di awan

Pasir-pasir dipersisiran pantai dan digurun yang gersang

Ikan2 dan siput2 yang jutaan banyaknya.. bahkan segala unggas yang menghuni rimba,turut mendoakan srg penimba ilmu srg yg sedang belajar..

Kerana langkahnya,menuju kemadrasah ilmu..

Ertinya menuju keredhaan Ilahi

yosha

Overdose prescription of description…
Changing for good is not a sin..though it’ll cost u blood n tears for a start..get a grip!
Better to have something than nothing.easier said than done.,never say die before try..
……………………..
Ya Allah please forgive me for the wrong I’ve done
Please guide me and protect me along the straight path..
Sister don’t u dare cry
Cuz girl u know we all fall short
Sometimes..
Dust yourself off,stand tall,don’t let it get u down
Open your eyes to Allah.ull see the beauty of
All things that r going on ur way
Hold ur head up high,it’ll b okay..
Hidup yang Cuma sementara,dengan dunia yang menjadi pentas ujian,Allah memerhati..guide us YA RABB..

alhamdulillah..=)

Ramadhann!!=)=)

Alhamdulillah ala kulli.. Thank You Allah for letting us once again experience the beauty of Ramadhan=)

May Allah grant us all the sweetness in reading Quran, and doing solat and mulitply the rewards for all our ibadah=) aminn!!

subhanallah, nothing, and i mean NOTHING can beat the bestest nikmat of Allah SWT - the gift of Islam..let us NEVER NEVER EVER take this for granted.. jangan sgt sgt..

ya Allah, make us the source of hidayah for others.. make our Ramadhan better than before..ya Allah, grant us forgiveness and taqwa..

close ur eyes..

Just Close Your Eyes…

Just close your eyes and imagine,

You have just one more day to live,

One more day to show Allah,

To you “Heaven” should He should give you,

To say goodbye to your family,

And all your closest friends,

To ask for forgiveness,

And try to make amends,

Just close your eyes and imagine,

Did you miss a prayer or two?

Did you please Allah, and do the things,

He asks every Muslim to do?

Just close your eyes and imagine,

Tomorrow you will be gone,

No more second chances,

To smell the mist of dawn

Just close your eyes and imagine,

The angels are going to come,

To take your soul and ask,

In your life “what have you done”?

Just close your eyes and imagine,

The words you want to say,

Will not come out you may realize,

For all your deeds you’ll pay,

You want to speak out, to cry out,

“In Allah I believe”,

But, silence beckons you,

No more can you deceive,

Just close your eyes and imagine,

Finally,

Your silence breaks away,

You tell the angels “you believe in Allah,

And for him, you did pray”,

You say as tears are pouring down,

“Please, Allah, forgive me,

For the sins that I committed,

Have mercy is my plea!”

Just close your eyes and imagine,

That the smell of musk surrounds you,

From your head down to your feet,

You realize Allah forgave you,

Hell fire you did defeat,

But we all know as Muslims,

When it’s time for you to die,

You’ll not be given a second chance,

To say a last goodbye,

So live each day as If it’s your last,

And never forget to pray,

So when the angels come to ask,

You’ll know the words to say.