demi masa=p

i remembered back at school, after the sunday assembly, the
prefect'll go "kita akhiri dgn tasbih kafarah dan SURA AL-ASR" =)

wal'asr

in the malay tafsir it's translated as: Demi Masa
in the English tafsir its translated as: by the time..

but arabic is a beautiful languange..
malay and english is just like the surface whereas the depth
of arabic is like the bottom of the pacific ocean..

al-asr literally means time..nontheless,
arabic has lexical meanings where in this case,
the root word of asr implies squeezing everything which is good and
throwing out that which is not is use..

example 1: like air tebu..
we usually see people at the pasar put in the batang tebu in that machine thingy,
squeezing out and extracting all the sweet tebu and throwing out the
hampas..

example 2: like wine (probably a scandalous example=p)
the grapes are squeezed to get the wine and the skin is later
thrown away..

so when Allah says, wal'asr, it doesnt just imply
Allah qasm (swearing) on the time, but it has deeper meanings..
imagine time as something we squeeze and thenceforth,
extracting everything which is good
from it and throwing out that which is not good..

every second, is an input to the heart..what we see, what we hear,
what we experience..and later, all these inputs shall be
translated as outputs; into actions and the words we say..

so extracting all which is good from every second of our life
and throwing out that which is not good=)
that's wal-asr!!!=)=)=)

may by the Grace of Allah SWT, make us among those who use
every second of our remaining time to the fullestestest=)

my Allah..make us among You redha=)

ya Allah, radhitu billahi rabba, wabilislami diina,
wabimuhammadinnabiyya warasula..

we have redha Allah as our Rabb, Islam as our deen,
and Muhammad as our rasul..

ya Allah, redhailah kami=)=)

langit=)

i pulled up the blinds to my bedroom window
and Allah filled my eyes
with this amazing sight!!

just to make my point, imagine lookin
at some man-made thing,
a beatiful vase maybe
(im not into pottery=p..just an
example..)
the first day we buy it,
its beautiful..2nd day-still standing at that
corner lookin pretty..
but as weeks and years past,
we wont even notice the vase at that corner
nymore..

like, its amazing how every single day of
our life, Allah has given us the wonderful blessing
of seeing the beautiful heavens He created..
and yet our eyes never once felt tired of
lookin at it..

the langit i see outside my
window here in egypt, is the same
as the one i see outside my
window in malaysia..

but never once failed
to touch the heart =)

subhanAlah..
glory to Him who the Creator of
all things=)

Blessed is He Whose Hand is in dominion;
and He is able to do all things..

(67:3-4)
Who has created the 7 heavens
one above another;
you can see no fault in the
creation of the Most Gracious.
then look again: "Can you see any rifts?"

Then look again and yet again,
your sight will return to you in a state of
humiliation, and worn out..

"Our Lord..You have not created all this
without purpose..glory to You..
Give us the salvation of the Fire.."

=)

indeed in the creation of the heavens and the
earth there are signs of men of understanding..

these resplendent heavens never once
stopped from obeying Allah's commands...

(84:1-2) When the heaven is split asunder,
And listens to and obeys its Lord-
and it must do so

And when the earth is stretched forth,
and has cast out all that was in it and
became empty.

And listens to and obeys its Lord -
and it must do so

O man! Verily you are returning towards
Your Lord - with your deeds and actions -
a sure returning, and you will meet ( the results of
your deeds which you did)

=)

bismillah...
sometimes our hearts are moved to do something which is good..
but we tend to delay, or make the current state we're in
as an excuse to not do it..

my friend once told me that a friend of hers
once told her, (confuse ke?heheh)
that it came upon her heart to wear hijab...
but she was harboured with doubts..
a lot of unforeseen circumstances were
haunting her mind..

and somebody told her,
"Allah has shone His Light to Your heart to
do something which is good.. it is like
Allah is knocking at the door of your heart,
wanting to shine that blessed Devine Light of His..
it is up to you whether or not you
want to answer that door..but it may be that
you would never hear that knocking ever again.."

when the Light of guidance has come, let us open the
door to our hearts as wide as we can..
let us not be like;
(67:23) "It is HE who has created you
and endowed you with hearing, and seeing, and hearts..
Little thanks do you give!"

it is a Mighty blessing that He bestowed upon
us Islam as our way of life..
Let us be thankful by answering that knock
on the door=)

May Allah give us strength to adhere to His Holy Deen..
Ya Muqallibal qulub, thabbit qulubana aladiinik wala ta'atik..

Allah knows Best=)

la tahinu,wala tahzanu=)

teringat this ayat:
(55:29) Whosoever is in the heavens and on earth begs of Him
everyday He is (engaged) in some affair

Compared to all that is happening in the world, the things that Allah needs
to control in the universe - the orbits, the planets, the black holes.. every single lil atom or electron, proton..
ya Allah..

who am i in this world..
rasa terlalu kerdil..
small..
bila sujud, nak meminta tapi..
ya Allah..
i am smaller than maybe a speck in Allah's majestic dominion..

='(

but then the subsequent verses..
so beautiful..
my Allah says:
(55:30-31) Then which of the blessings of your Rabb do you deny?
We shall attend to you, O you two classes! (men and jinn)
Then which of the blessings of your Rabb do you deny?

=')

Allah SHALL attend to you..
ask Him.. and He will attend to you..

He is the Owner of All Things..
ask Him..
ask Him..

may Allah strengthen our iman..
ya Allah bestown upon us khusnul khatimah..

ya Allah, bestow from You, help to the muslimeen of this ummah..
ya Allah, bestow from You, help upon the mujahideen in Falestin and all other places...

Let us hand in hand return to Allah Taala..
Our busy-ness in this world is nothing compared to the busy-ness
of Allah Taala..
yet He is more than willing to listen to us..
by His Rahmat, by His Grace, attend to us..

Yet here we are, complaining there's not enough time to ponder
on even ONE verse of Allah's beautiful words because we are 'too busy'..

too busy with the dunia when it is to Allah we shall return in the hereafter..
=(

do we think what we have and what we are working for in this world, sufficient
when we return to Him in the Day of resurrection??

Let us throw away that arrogance from our hearts
and hand in hand return to the Quran and sunnah..

for
"in the rememberance of Allah will the heart find rest.."
(Ar-Ra'd)

Allah knows best!

"i started to talk to the girl right beside me, when the girl next to her said to me,

"akak.. dia hilang suara.."

i went, "oh ye ke..macamana boleh hilang?"

"dia baca quran.."


subhanallah..


baca quran sampai hilang suara?



i envy her. i do, i really do.
to feel such sweetness, to get soo addicted to the Words of All-Mighty Allah to that extent..
subhanallah. how i yearn to feel the same..




ya Allah, make the quran the spring of our hearts,
the banisher of our sadness..
and the reliever of our distress.."

3)Alhamdulillahi Taala..
All praises upon Allah Taala..
My Rabb.. My Creator.. The One Who has complete
control of my heart..my soul..

Who has helped me.. guided me..
till this very day.. I make much much dua that
His Hidayah would be the nourisher to our souls
till death do us apart..

find my purpose....=)...n stick to it!

these words...

So ask yourself: How can I best serve Allah? Find your purpose on Earth, and stick to it. Don’t run from it.


find my purpose..



and stick to it..







ya muqallibal qulub.thabbit qulubana
ala dinik……………..

........................................................................
suddenly caught myself drowning
in emotions..
hati sgt sgt rindu dgr azan...

subhanallah
bile dgr,and masa tu tgh duduk
and menghayati,mmg boleh nangis..

panggilan apa yg lebih mulia and agong then those
beautiful stream of words?

Allahuakbar..
Allah is Most Great..ya Allah..
Most Great..Most Great..
Akbar..AllahuAkbar..
that none shud have a higher place in
heart that my Allah...NONE but Allah..
that the heart is a devine blessing from
Allah..
for it is the yearns and wants of the heart
that our actions translate..
a devine blessing..
does the heart not then deserve the
Best of the Best?
Truest of truth?
Purest of Pure?
Devine-est of devine?

Allahuakbar..

I bear witness that there is no Ilah but
Allah..and Muhammad is Allah's MEssenger..

straight forward..but subhanallah,
words that paint the gazillion and one
colours in one's life..
the soul kalimah that will bring
meaning to one's life..
ya Allah..
let this kalimah be the roots of my
life..
let this kalimah be the roots of my
life..
let it flourish in every single
inch of veins..of my soul..
tanak stand lain..
nak stand ni je..
ya Allah..
ya Allah..
give me strength to hold on firm
to this kalimah..indeed i have bore
witness again and again..
to You shall i return..
ya Allah..i beg You, guide me so that
i wud never violate this oath EVER..

ya Allah..
i want to return to You
in a state of Blessings..
ya Allah..nak sgt..
nakkk..
taknak lain..tanak neraka..
takmo.
taknakk='(
ya Allah..
tanak jalan lain selain dari
sirat-almustaqim..

ihdinassiratalmustaqqim ya Rahman..
ya Rahim..ya Wadud..

haiyya alassolahh..

ya Allah..
its like Allah answering the yearns of my heart..
tanak jalan lain..nak jln Allah..
nak redha Allah..
and suddenly, haiiya alassolah

its like Allah telling You..
"come to Me ya ibadi...come come..
let Me answer Your call..
let Me give you Blessings..
Let Me give you Strength..
let Me sustain your heart..
nourish it..."

ya Allah..
Most Gracious You are..
Ya Allah..that after ALL You have provided for us,
You still want to provide more..
more..
more..
more..
more..
more..
more..
ya Allah..
All praises are ONLY and ONLYYY for You..
only for You..
dear Allah..

haiyya ala' fallah..

like the kindling of flame in a
wet garden..
di kala nak exam ni..huhu..
la tahinu wala tahzanu...
la tahzan..inallaha ma'ana..

ya Allah..
terasa diri sgt lemah..
hina..
You give..more and more..
and more..
and more..
and more more more more more more more more more..

but ALL you ask, is so that we
follow the way You have ordained..
just so that in the end You can give us EVEN MORE..

ya Allah..
='(
words cannot express..
my heart seems to want to burst
from Your countless Grace..Blessings..

ya Allah..
ya Muqallibal Qulub..thabbit qulubana
ala dinik..wala ta'atik..

Lailaha illallah..
there is no Ilah but Allah..
there is NO ilah but Allah..

NONE..ZILCH..NADA..
but Allah..
Most High..
Most Merciful..
Most Loving...
Allah sahaja..
foerever and ever..

waaaaa!!=)

huhu..
by all the beautiful names You have
named Yourself,
guide us ya Rahman..
guide us to You..
never forsake us be it
a twinkling of an eye..
give us success herein and hereafter..

ya Allah..
ya Allah..

pantai~~=~~

just sitting there on the soft sand..

enchanted with the whole of what i saw and felt..
the wind, the waves..the heavens..
the sun.. the sand..
the birds..

everything..

it just makes you feel..

small..

who am i for Allah to give me such
bounty..but Subhanallah..

Subhanallah ya Allah..
Subhanallah..

im falling in love with my Creator..

and i never want to stop loving Him=)


rabbana, deviate not our hearts after You
have given guidance

rabbana la tuzi'qulubana, izhadaitana
wahablana minladunka rahmah..innaka antalwahhab=)