la tahinu,wala tahzanu=)

teringat this ayat:
(55:29) Whosoever is in the heavens and on earth begs of Him
everyday He is (engaged) in some affair

Compared to all that is happening in the world, the things that Allah needs
to control in the universe - the orbits, the planets, the black holes.. every single lil atom or electron, proton..
ya Allah..

who am i in this world..
rasa terlalu kerdil..
small..
bila sujud, nak meminta tapi..
ya Allah..
i am smaller than maybe a speck in Allah's majestic dominion..

='(

but then the subsequent verses..
so beautiful..
my Allah says:
(55:30-31) Then which of the blessings of your Rabb do you deny?
We shall attend to you, O you two classes! (men and jinn)
Then which of the blessings of your Rabb do you deny?

=')

Allah SHALL attend to you..
ask Him.. and He will attend to you..

He is the Owner of All Things..
ask Him..
ask Him..

may Allah strengthen our iman..
ya Allah bestown upon us khusnul khatimah..

ya Allah, bestow from You, help to the muslimeen of this ummah..
ya Allah, bestow from You, help upon the mujahideen in Falestin and all other places...

Let us hand in hand return to Allah Taala..
Our busy-ness in this world is nothing compared to the busy-ness
of Allah Taala..
yet He is more than willing to listen to us..
by His Rahmat, by His Grace, attend to us..

Yet here we are, complaining there's not enough time to ponder
on even ONE verse of Allah's beautiful words because we are 'too busy'..

too busy with the dunia when it is to Allah we shall return in the hereafter..
=(

do we think what we have and what we are working for in this world, sufficient
when we return to Him in the Day of resurrection??

Let us throw away that arrogance from our hearts
and hand in hand return to the Quran and sunnah..

for
"in the rememberance of Allah will the heart find rest.."
(Ar-Ra'd)

Allah knows best!

"i started to talk to the girl right beside me, when the girl next to her said to me,

"akak.. dia hilang suara.."

i went, "oh ye ke..macamana boleh hilang?"

"dia baca quran.."


subhanallah..


baca quran sampai hilang suara?



i envy her. i do, i really do.
to feel such sweetness, to get soo addicted to the Words of All-Mighty Allah to that extent..
subhanallah. how i yearn to feel the same..




ya Allah, make the quran the spring of our hearts,
the banisher of our sadness..
and the reliever of our distress.."

3)Alhamdulillahi Taala..
All praises upon Allah Taala..
My Rabb.. My Creator.. The One Who has complete
control of my heart..my soul..

Who has helped me.. guided me..
till this very day.. I make much much dua that
His Hidayah would be the nourisher to our souls
till death do us apart..

find my purpose....=)...n stick to it!

these words...

So ask yourself: How can I best serve Allah? Find your purpose on Earth, and stick to it. Don’t run from it.


find my purpose..



and stick to it..







ya muqallibal qulub.thabbit qulubana
ala dinik……………..

........................................................................
suddenly caught myself drowning
in emotions..
hati sgt sgt rindu dgr azan...

subhanallah
bile dgr,and masa tu tgh duduk
and menghayati,mmg boleh nangis..

panggilan apa yg lebih mulia and agong then those
beautiful stream of words?

Allahuakbar..
Allah is Most Great..ya Allah..
Most Great..Most Great..
Akbar..AllahuAkbar..
that none shud have a higher place in
heart that my Allah...NONE but Allah..
that the heart is a devine blessing from
Allah..
for it is the yearns and wants of the heart
that our actions translate..
a devine blessing..
does the heart not then deserve the
Best of the Best?
Truest of truth?
Purest of Pure?
Devine-est of devine?

Allahuakbar..

I bear witness that there is no Ilah but
Allah..and Muhammad is Allah's MEssenger..

straight forward..but subhanallah,
words that paint the gazillion and one
colours in one's life..
the soul kalimah that will bring
meaning to one's life..
ya Allah..
let this kalimah be the roots of my
life..
let this kalimah be the roots of my
life..
let it flourish in every single
inch of veins..of my soul..
tanak stand lain..
nak stand ni je..
ya Allah..
ya Allah..
give me strength to hold on firm
to this kalimah..indeed i have bore
witness again and again..
to You shall i return..
ya Allah..i beg You, guide me so that
i wud never violate this oath EVER..

ya Allah..
i want to return to You
in a state of Blessings..
ya Allah..nak sgt..
nakkk..
taknak lain..tanak neraka..
takmo.
taknakk='(
ya Allah..
tanak jalan lain selain dari
sirat-almustaqim..

ihdinassiratalmustaqqim ya Rahman..
ya Rahim..ya Wadud..

haiyya alassolahh..

ya Allah..
its like Allah answering the yearns of my heart..
tanak jalan lain..nak jln Allah..
nak redha Allah..
and suddenly, haiiya alassolah

its like Allah telling You..
"come to Me ya ibadi...come come..
let Me answer Your call..
let Me give you Blessings..
Let Me give you Strength..
let Me sustain your heart..
nourish it..."

ya Allah..
Most Gracious You are..
Ya Allah..that after ALL You have provided for us,
You still want to provide more..
more..
more..
more..
more..
more..
more..
ya Allah..
All praises are ONLY and ONLYYY for You..
only for You..
dear Allah..

haiyya ala' fallah..

like the kindling of flame in a
wet garden..
di kala nak exam ni..huhu..
la tahinu wala tahzanu...
la tahzan..inallaha ma'ana..

ya Allah..
terasa diri sgt lemah..
hina..
You give..more and more..
and more..
and more..
and more more more more more more more more more..

but ALL you ask, is so that we
follow the way You have ordained..
just so that in the end You can give us EVEN MORE..

ya Allah..
='(
words cannot express..
my heart seems to want to burst
from Your countless Grace..Blessings..

ya Allah..
ya Muqallibal Qulub..thabbit qulubana
ala dinik..wala ta'atik..

Lailaha illallah..
there is no Ilah but Allah..
there is NO ilah but Allah..

NONE..ZILCH..NADA..
but Allah..
Most High..
Most Merciful..
Most Loving...
Allah sahaja..
foerever and ever..

waaaaa!!=)

huhu..
by all the beautiful names You have
named Yourself,
guide us ya Rahman..
guide us to You..
never forsake us be it
a twinkling of an eye..
give us success herein and hereafter..

ya Allah..
ya Allah..

pantai~~=~~

just sitting there on the soft sand..

enchanted with the whole of what i saw and felt..
the wind, the waves..the heavens..
the sun.. the sand..
the birds..

everything..

it just makes you feel..

small..

who am i for Allah to give me such
bounty..but Subhanallah..

Subhanallah ya Allah..
Subhanallah..

im falling in love with my Creator..

and i never want to stop loving Him=)


rabbana, deviate not our hearts after You
have given guidance

rabbana la tuzi'qulubana, izhadaitana
wahablana minladunka rahmah..innaka antalwahhab=)

ALHAMDULILLAH

ever had those moments?
when ur heart and mind is bursting with a million and one feelings..
compelled to talk to someone, but the words- so difficult to string together..

so you choose to walk to the nearest washroom..
take wudhu..

and do 2 rakaat of prayers..

a conversation so intimate with the One who created this very heart..
Who understands your very feeling..
every single one..
Seseorang hamba paling dekat dengan Tuhannya ketika dalam sujudnya..
tears of joy..of happiness..
tears of maybe minute dissapointment..
tears of hope..
tears, begging to be led, to be guided..
because at that very moment, the soul's lost.. and hungry for light..

at the end of your prayer, you give salam..
"assalamualaikum warahmatullah"

then there's that surge of peace..
of relief..

you fold that sejadah knowing you just had the best conversation EVER..
=)

i love You, Allah..

strength from within is when our reliance is totally upon Allah..

tawakkal..
tawakkal..

putting trust in Allah..
total trust..
because Allah loves those who put trust in Him..
and there's no One better than Him for us to put our utmost trust..

at what seems to be our lowest point in life, or one of the lowest..
when getting up after a dreadful fall just doesn't seem possible anymore..
the pain - excruciating....

but its that trust upon our dear Allah that will provide this surge of warmth
and strength to get up, and continue the journey of life..

ya Allah..You are indeed my strength..

=)

=)