09 February 2010

ALHAMDULILLAH


ever had those moments?
when ur heart and mind is bursting with a million and one feelings..
compelled to talk to someone, but the words- so difficult to string together..

so you choose to walk to the nearest washroom..
take wudhu..

and do 2 rakaat of prayers..

a conversation so intimate with the One who created this very heart..
Who understands your very feeling..
every single one..
Seseorang hamba paling dekat dengan Tuhannya ketika dalam sujudnya..
tears of joy..of happiness..
tears of maybe minute dissapointment..
tears of hope..
tears, begging to be led, to be guided..
because at that very moment, the soul's lost.. and hungry for light..

at the end of your prayer, you give salam..
"assalamualaikum warahmatullah"

then there's that surge of peace..
of relief..

you fold that sejadah knowing you just had the best conversation EVER..
=)

i love You, Allah..

strength from within is when our reliance is totally upon Allah..

tawakkal..
tawakkal..

putting trust in Allah..
total trust..
because Allah loves those who put trust in Him..
and there's no One better than Him for us to put our utmost trust..

at what seems to be our lowest point in life, or one of the lowest..
when getting up after a dreadful fall just doesn't seem possible anymore..
the pain - excruciating....

but its that trust upon our dear Allah that will provide this surge of warmth
and strength to get up, and continue the journey of life..

ya Allah..You are indeed my strength..

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

i luv You Allah..
and i love my friends..

my dear..are you alone right now?
go to mai's room and throw ur pillow over her face..
and laugh..hehehe

skematik_letronik said...

aish..ore nok solat nih..jange kaco..
=)

~mai gi cairo,blik mlm ni..ari ni birthday mai,dah wish kah?hahaha~~

beli hadiah tuk birthday kawe juge~~hihi..nk baju sumaiyah!!!me kasih3X

Anonymous said...

eh, biar betul awak duk umah sorang3..
emm,tak pe..Allah is always by ur side..

kita lom wish lagi..
balik nanti kita wish..=)

apasal lagu blog awak sangat sayu..sedih..
letaklah lagu Lenka-dont let me fall..hehe

skematik_letronik said...

lambat nye nk wish
haha..=)
ohh..kite tengah renovate hati ngan amal nih..mestilah kne lagu yg sayu2,,
=)..

lenka??xbest pung lagu tus..rokes+jiwang overboard..hihi..

Anonymous said...

nagde3..mane ade..

tadi kita pegi KB sesat 1jam..

skematik_letronik said...

ooo~~hehe~~pegila jale2 ke rumah ore..dekat doh tu..=)..