=)

You won’t lag behind, because you’ll have the speed

Except when you don’t.
Because, sometimes, you won’t...

And remember that Life’s a great balancing act. Just never forget to be dexterous and deft. And never mix up your right foot with your left.”

time flies..

time flies..
seems like yesterday i was late to my
first lecture of the semester...

and thursday(15.7.2010), i stepped out of my last
lecture of the semester,tuk tahun 4..

ironic..

heheh..still in controls mode..
was pulun-ing for exam

this year around has taught me much..

essentially that life is all about the journey,
sbb the final destiny is certain..

that there's always two ways in approaching
any goal..both ways may reach you to that goal,
but one shall be blessed more than the other..

and which way you choose, would heavily depend
on your stand, your faith...
and the relationship between the heart and the
Most Gracious Allah..

and that dependence on Allah is all the time..
be it, which way to choose,
having the strength to stay in that chosen way..
or more importantly,to be able
to have the right goals in life..

Allahumma anta 'adudi..
wa'wanta nas'iri..

ya Allah, You are my strength..
You are my support..

~

wallahi..for the purchase beyond earth..
Al-firdaus..
the purpose of you and i..

having Allah by your side does not imply
sailing without a storm, but it implies reaching
safely the destination regardless the obstacles..

walking down the path of life, things may not go the way we want it
to..worked extremely hard for an exam, only to achieve mediocre
results.. or putting hours into an assignment to find the file
rendered corrupted on the day of submission..huhu..

alhamdulillah ala kulli hal..
you know how back in the old days at school,
when we were taught that quran dan sirah rasulullah
haruslah dijadikan panduan hidup sorta thing?
its one of the best medicine to depression..
seriously=)

i was pondering..how all these may be negative in my eyes..
but really Allah does not see it that way..

in Uhud, Muslims lost..big time..
losing in WAR..
what can be even more so distraughting??
WAR..
in our eyes, winning Uhud may be the best thing
for Allah's deen, ya?
i mean, imagine, Uhud was at the early stage of
Islam..

losing implies losing LIVES and material wealth which
from our judgment would be crucial especially at the
early stage of Islam.. losing also implied boosting confidence
among those who had pure hatred for Islam to thenceforth,
openly reject/attack the Muslims..
losing seemingly would pave way for dire and far-reaching consequences..

but really..
if winning was indeed best for Allah's Deen, if indeed
winning was what really mattered to Allah and His Deen, then He would
never have let the Muslims lose the battle in the first place..

there was obviously something else which mattered
much much more to Allah..something that
may not be much in our eyes, but IS in His..

it is the piety in the hearts..

ya Allah..i beg You by all the beautiful names
You have named Yourself, endow upon us the
beauty of taqwa and iman.. ya Allah.. ya Allah..
there is nothing we want more than to shade under Your
Shade on the Day there will be no other shade then Yours..
there is nothing that we want more than to
gaze upon Your Magnificent Face..
ya Allah..

Wallahi.. for a purchase beyond earth..
Al-firdaus..

stdy group agi`ortho~

bismillah..
pembahagian tjuk tuk ortho~

kite start pas zohor insyaAllah
tepat kul 11 dirumah kak tkah n kak iman..=)

11-12=ankle fracture=atun
12-1=knee fracture=yah
1-2=solat2 etc
2-3=injury of hip and femur=pah
3-4=injury of upper limb(forearm,hand,clavicle,shoulder n elbow)=aznieda
4-5=bone tumour=hida
5-6=solat2 etc
6-7=ankle fracture=kak tkah
7-8=pelvic fracture=kak iman

p/s:klu smpat wat nota tuk dicopy 7 org,buatla,klu xsmpat pun xpeje..=)kami memahami..
nnti ape2 duit yg digunakan tuk fotostat ke ape2 ke,nnti bleh tlis kat akaun stdy group kite,nnti bleh tlis nama kat hida@kak iman..=)..thank u..

the power of trust when reliance is totally in Allah is so beautiful and itself a strength..

the story of Nabi Musa AS comes to mind.. when the whole army of Firaun was approaching, death seemingly getting nearer by the second..and all the people with Nabi Musa losing faith in him, demotivingly saying that they'll be caught for sure.. calmly Musa AS said,

(26:62).."Nay, verily with me is my Rabb. He will SURELY guide me"

THAT was when Allah revealed for Musa AS to strike the sea with his stick. And Allah gave him a way out, a solution, beyond our minds..

the power of reliance in Allah. the power of tawakaltu alallah=)

Antara dua cinta

Apa yang ada jarang disyukuri
Apa yang tiada sering dirisaukan
Nikmat yang dikecap
Baru kan terasa bila hilang
Apa yang diburu timbul rasa jemu
Bila sudah di dalam genggaman

Dunia ibarat air laut
Diminum hanya menambah haus
Nafsu bagaikan fata morgana di padang pasir
Panas yang membahang disangka air
Dunia dan nafsu bagai bayang-bayang
Dilihat ada ditangkap hilang

Tuhan, leraikanlah dunia
Yang mendiam di dalam hati ku
Kerana di situ tidak ku mampu
Mengumpul dua cinta

Hanya cinta Mu yang ku harap tumbuh
Dibajai bangkai dunia yang ku bunuh

http://genta-rasa.com/2010/07/07/memburu-cinta-fatamorgana/

ni tuk cari jawapan bagi soklan OnG pula..(3 helai sorang je~=).kalu ade mase free2,ptang2 ke..~=)..thank u..=)

32-33=kak tkah
35-37=kak iman
38-40=aznieda
41-43=yah
44-46=pah
47-49=atun
50-52=hida~

aznieda dah siap jawapan tuk paed,insyaAllah ari jumaat nnti beliau bawa~

ngee~
maalish td time stdy group, skematikletronik tertidur seketika~huhu~=)..smoga skematikletronik lebih bersemangat lagi selepas ini~seperti bersemangtnya kawan2 stdy groupnya yg lain~huhu~skematikletronik sungguh segan..=)..

ana uhibbukum fillah abadan abada~=)..

sakit..

"balik kls nnti,angah kne jumpa dr,wat ECG k?ASAP.."..ujar aunty..

"insyaAllah..":)..

..allah hummajammilna bilafiah..

We have high ambitions of what we want to achieve in life..
But all those are indefinite..
Death?
Death IS definite..

Ya Allah.. make our deeds in the dunya means to win Your Redha in the akhirah..
ya Allah..
ya Allah.. ku mohon dgn sgt sgt sgt..

ya Allah..forgive me..
forgive me, my Lord ='(

too busy with the dunia when it is to Allah we shall return in the hereafter..
=(

do we think what we have and what we are working for in this world, sufficient
when we return to Him in the Day of resurrection??

"in the rememberance of Allah will the heart find rest.."
(Ar-Ra'd)

RESULT:

ECHO=normal
STRESS TEST=normal
XRAY=normal
FASTING BLOOD SUGAR=besok

yeay,alhamdulillah..my HEART is completely normal~thank u Allah for everything=)..

hrga=145(echo)+50(xray)+80(consult dr)~
alhamdulillah atas nikmat kesihatan yg Allah kurniakan.maka skematikletronik perlu lebih gigih dlm belajar~

~demi sebuah pertemuan dgn Tuhan,bersabarlah,~walirobbika fasbir=)..mujahadah mode!

JADUAL STDY GROUP

ari ahad..lepas kelas,stay kat cc(tmpt atas cam biasa)=malaria(pah)
=rabies(atun)

ari isnin..pas kelas juga(hbis kul 2)kat cc=paed,pembahagian tajuk.yg ni ni nnti jawapan tu fotostatla tuk 7 copy=)

1-7=kak tkah
8-14=kak iman
15-21=hida
22-28=atun
29-35=nida
36-42=dayah
43-49=pah

ari selasa...parasit(minggu 2:plasmodia)=hida
parasit(minggu 3)=kak tkah

ari rabu...microb(minggu 2)=aznieda
micron(minggu 3)=kak ime

ari khamis..lecture ari sabtu=dayah
lecture ari ahad=pah
lecture ari isnin=kak tkah

ari jumaat,pas zohor~=orthopedic(nnti pembahagian tajuk kemudian insyaAllah..)

smoga Allah meredhai usaha halus kita semua..=)
p/s ape2 part yg atun kne wat,aznieda ganti..sbb atun sungguh bz..=)

To be given the opportunity to learn, to study is indeed a blessing from Allah Taala..

(96:5) He has taught men that which he knew not..

i should put my trust in Allah

remind me that life is like sailing in a boat. Sometimes when things go wrong-when the engines not working- the boat has no option but to sail with the wind and the waves. Whichever way the wind blows- there it sails. Whatever conditions Allah puts us in, there we will be. Sometimes we arent able to change the situation, but we can change how we react towards it.

I think the boats are there to remind me i should put my trust in Allah, regardless.

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segala kejadian alam yg penuh ketelitian,
lihat pada diri,pada ciptaan langit dan bumi,
hanya menampakkan kebijaksanaan,dan kesempurnaan
membangkitkan rasa cinta pada pencipta,~_~

Reflect on the work of art, and you may attain to the artist..

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exam da makin dekat.tp ini baru sahaja berdepan dgn ujian dunia,belum agi ujian yg sgt panjang diakhirat sna(merentasi padang masyar,titian sirat,masa diserahkan catatan amalan..etc....)disana,no turning back..amalan disini menentukan kehidupan dsna....=(...my Allah redhailah usaha halus kami smua..ameen ya Rabb..=)
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the power of reliance in Allah. the power of tawakaltu alallah=)

so if there's any worry or fear, drop everything take wudhu' and make solat..
its good for the heart=)
and the peace of mind..