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wallahi..for the purchase beyond earth..
Al-firdaus..
the purpose of you and i..

having Allah by your side does not imply
sailing without a storm, but it implies reaching
safely the destination regardless the obstacles..

walking down the path of life, things may not go the way we want it
to..worked extremely hard for an exam, only to achieve mediocre
results.. or putting hours into an assignment to find the file
rendered corrupted on the day of submission..huhu..

alhamdulillah ala kulli hal..
you know how back in the old days at school,
when we were taught that quran dan sirah rasulullah
haruslah dijadikan panduan hidup sorta thing?
its one of the best medicine to depression..
seriously=)

i was pondering..how all these may be negative in my eyes..
but really Allah does not see it that way..

in Uhud, Muslims lost..big time..
losing in WAR..
what can be even more so distraughting??
WAR..
in our eyes, winning Uhud may be the best thing
for Allah's deen, ya?
i mean, imagine, Uhud was at the early stage of
Islam..

losing implies losing LIVES and material wealth which
from our judgment would be crucial especially at the
early stage of Islam.. losing also implied boosting confidence
among those who had pure hatred for Islam to thenceforth,
openly reject/attack the Muslims..
losing seemingly would pave way for dire and far-reaching consequences..

but really..
if winning was indeed best for Allah's Deen, if indeed
winning was what really mattered to Allah and His Deen, then He would
never have let the Muslims lose the battle in the first place..

there was obviously something else which mattered
much much more to Allah..something that
may not be much in our eyes, but IS in His..

it is the piety in the hearts..

ya Allah..i beg You by all the beautiful names
You have named Yourself, endow upon us the
beauty of taqwa and iman.. ya Allah.. ya Allah..
there is nothing we want more than to shade under Your
Shade on the Day there will be no other shade then Yours..
there is nothing that we want more than to
gaze upon Your Magnificent Face..
ya Allah..

Wallahi.. for a purchase beyond earth..
Al-firdaus..

stdy group agi`ortho~

bismillah..
pembahagian tjuk tuk ortho~

kite start pas zohor insyaAllah
tepat kul 11 dirumah kak tkah n kak iman..=)

11-12=ankle fracture=atun
12-1=knee fracture=yah
1-2=solat2 etc
2-3=injury of hip and femur=pah
3-4=injury of upper limb(forearm,hand,clavicle,shoulder n elbow)=aznieda
4-5=bone tumour=hida
5-6=solat2 etc
6-7=ankle fracture=kak tkah
7-8=pelvic fracture=kak iman

p/s:klu smpat wat nota tuk dicopy 7 org,buatla,klu xsmpat pun xpeje..=)kami memahami..
nnti ape2 duit yg digunakan tuk fotostat ke ape2 ke,nnti bleh tlis kat akaun stdy group kite,nnti bleh tlis nama kat hida@kak iman..=)..thank u..

the power of trust when reliance is totally in Allah is so beautiful and itself a strength..

the story of Nabi Musa AS comes to mind.. when the whole army of Firaun was approaching, death seemingly getting nearer by the second..and all the people with Nabi Musa losing faith in him, demotivingly saying that they'll be caught for sure.. calmly Musa AS said,

(26:62).."Nay, verily with me is my Rabb. He will SURELY guide me"

THAT was when Allah revealed for Musa AS to strike the sea with his stick. And Allah gave him a way out, a solution, beyond our minds..

the power of reliance in Allah. the power of tawakaltu alallah=)

Antara dua cinta

Apa yang ada jarang disyukuri
Apa yang tiada sering dirisaukan
Nikmat yang dikecap
Baru kan terasa bila hilang
Apa yang diburu timbul rasa jemu
Bila sudah di dalam genggaman

Dunia ibarat air laut
Diminum hanya menambah haus
Nafsu bagaikan fata morgana di padang pasir
Panas yang membahang disangka air
Dunia dan nafsu bagai bayang-bayang
Dilihat ada ditangkap hilang

Tuhan, leraikanlah dunia
Yang mendiam di dalam hati ku
Kerana di situ tidak ku mampu
Mengumpul dua cinta

Hanya cinta Mu yang ku harap tumbuh
Dibajai bangkai dunia yang ku bunuh

http://genta-rasa.com/2010/07/07/memburu-cinta-fatamorgana/

ni tuk cari jawapan bagi soklan OnG pula..(3 helai sorang je~=).kalu ade mase free2,ptang2 ke..~=)..thank u..=)

32-33=kak tkah
35-37=kak iman
38-40=aznieda
41-43=yah
44-46=pah
47-49=atun
50-52=hida~

aznieda dah siap jawapan tuk paed,insyaAllah ari jumaat nnti beliau bawa~

ngee~
maalish td time stdy group, skematikletronik tertidur seketika~huhu~=)..smoga skematikletronik lebih bersemangat lagi selepas ini~seperti bersemangtnya kawan2 stdy groupnya yg lain~huhu~skematikletronik sungguh segan..=)..

ana uhibbukum fillah abadan abada~=)..

sakit..

"balik kls nnti,angah kne jumpa dr,wat ECG k?ASAP.."..ujar aunty..

"insyaAllah..":)..

..allah hummajammilna bilafiah..

We have high ambitions of what we want to achieve in life..
But all those are indefinite..
Death?
Death IS definite..

Ya Allah.. make our deeds in the dunya means to win Your Redha in the akhirah..
ya Allah..
ya Allah.. ku mohon dgn sgt sgt sgt..

ya Allah..forgive me..
forgive me, my Lord ='(

too busy with the dunia when it is to Allah we shall return in the hereafter..
=(

do we think what we have and what we are working for in this world, sufficient
when we return to Him in the Day of resurrection??

"in the rememberance of Allah will the heart find rest.."
(Ar-Ra'd)

RESULT:

ECHO=normal
STRESS TEST=normal
XRAY=normal
FASTING BLOOD SUGAR=besok

yeay,alhamdulillah..my HEART is completely normal~thank u Allah for everything=)..

hrga=145(echo)+50(xray)+80(consult dr)~
alhamdulillah atas nikmat kesihatan yg Allah kurniakan.maka skematikletronik perlu lebih gigih dlm belajar~

~demi sebuah pertemuan dgn Tuhan,bersabarlah,~walirobbika fasbir=)..mujahadah mode!

JADUAL STDY GROUP

ari ahad..lepas kelas,stay kat cc(tmpt atas cam biasa)=malaria(pah)
=rabies(atun)

ari isnin..pas kelas juga(hbis kul 2)kat cc=paed,pembahagian tajuk.yg ni ni nnti jawapan tu fotostatla tuk 7 copy=)

1-7=kak tkah
8-14=kak iman
15-21=hida
22-28=atun
29-35=nida
36-42=dayah
43-49=pah

ari selasa...parasit(minggu 2:plasmodia)=hida
parasit(minggu 3)=kak tkah

ari rabu...microb(minggu 2)=aznieda
micron(minggu 3)=kak ime

ari khamis..lecture ari sabtu=dayah
lecture ari ahad=pah
lecture ari isnin=kak tkah

ari jumaat,pas zohor~=orthopedic(nnti pembahagian tajuk kemudian insyaAllah..)

smoga Allah meredhai usaha halus kita semua..=)
p/s ape2 part yg atun kne wat,aznieda ganti..sbb atun sungguh bz..=)

To be given the opportunity to learn, to study is indeed a blessing from Allah Taala..

(96:5) He has taught men that which he knew not..

i should put my trust in Allah

remind me that life is like sailing in a boat. Sometimes when things go wrong-when the engines not working- the boat has no option but to sail with the wind and the waves. Whichever way the wind blows- there it sails. Whatever conditions Allah puts us in, there we will be. Sometimes we arent able to change the situation, but we can change how we react towards it.

I think the boats are there to remind me i should put my trust in Allah, regardless.

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segala kejadian alam yg penuh ketelitian,
lihat pada diri,pada ciptaan langit dan bumi,
hanya menampakkan kebijaksanaan,dan kesempurnaan
membangkitkan rasa cinta pada pencipta,~_~

Reflect on the work of art, and you may attain to the artist..

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exam da makin dekat.tp ini baru sahaja berdepan dgn ujian dunia,belum agi ujian yg sgt panjang diakhirat sna(merentasi padang masyar,titian sirat,masa diserahkan catatan amalan..etc....)disana,no turning back..amalan disini menentukan kehidupan dsna....=(...my Allah redhailah usaha halus kami smua..ameen ya Rabb..=)
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the power of reliance in Allah. the power of tawakaltu alallah=)

so if there's any worry or fear, drop everything take wudhu' and make solat..
its good for the heart=)
and the peace of mind..

ya Allah, grant us understanding of Your Knowledge..

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ya Allah, grant us understanding of Your Knowledge..
=)

if there's one thing ive learnt throughout my academic life~~~ is that understanding the root of the problem is extremelyyyy important.. hehe.. being the me I am, of course i had to learn this the hard way=p
many a times did I end up facing larger problems due to incomplete comprehension..

just like life.

the way to deal with AIDS from spreading is not by providing boxes in public toilets to dispose their syringes, but to understand that the root of the problem is the iman in the heart.

its interesting how the sahabah could give up alcohol, something so intricately interwoven in their lives, when they embraced Islam and Allah made iman enter their hearts.

May Allah grant us imanan kaamila..
May Allah grant us all goodness herein and hereafter
=)

ps: i miss my family,i miss someone a lots(rindu itu adalah anugerah dr Allah~_~=(
pps: i miss my fightersz as well=(
ppps:final exam da mkin dekat.balik mlysia 20 ogos ni~9 ari pertama ramadhan ade kls ngaji!!!=)

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baru2 ni,

menerima kad jemputan kenduri kesyukuran 2 org ukhti,membuatkan hati skematikletronik tersentak seketika..

kite smua makin dewasa.mula melangkah ke fasa baru kehidupan.namun jauh disudut hati , sebenarnya makin takut,makin bimbang..usia makin jauh meninggalkan kita..dan kita smua mula melepasi satu pertiga usia..bermakna,kita makin mendekati tempoh itu...iaitu pertemuan dgn Ya Tuhan...

menginsafi kekerdilan diri,pada Tuhan yang Maha Hebat,aturan segala kejadian yang penuh ketelitian,penuh kebijaksanaan.dan segalanya ujian....subhanallah ya Rabb..

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jadual stdy group=)

ahli2 stdy group,ape2 check sni ye,maalishla sbb skematikletronik sgtla jarang top up skrg..tajuk stdy group ke ape2 ke..check sni k?thanks=)

"sy dah fotostat soklan tuk OnG,paed,ortho,ngan tropikal(yg gitau saye dia nk)~nnti ari jumaat ni sy bawak soklan2 tu deh..bayaran lebih kurang 20 le gitu,sbb 4 set soklan~okie~robbana yusahhil=)"

OUR INTENSIF STDY GROUP~START BESOK INSYAALLAH

SABTU(kul 4-6)kat tempat solat kt atas tu
=1 jam=filariasis(az)
1 jam=tetanus(k.tkah)

SELASA(kul 4-6)
=setengah jam(common causes of diarhea)-e.histolytica(atun)
-setengah jam()gardisis(k.ime)
-hida(thyphoid fever)

RABU(2-4=PUO=1 jam pertama-(hida)
=1 jam kedua-(yah)
(4-5=1jam-lecture ari sabtu-pah)

JUMAAT(kite makan2 ckit nk?ngee,plan nk wat ayam percik,nnti cik tun bawak serai ngan beli ayam,az bawak beras ngan santan,wat kat umah k.tkah,start lps zohor~masak2 dulu 1 jam)lean2 klu nk bawak mknn,bawakla..klu tanak takpe je~hehe=)..

pas tu 3 jam(2-5)jawab soklan OnG~sambungan ari ni.budget 4 set soklan..biizbilah~kite try dulu k..

emm,ahli2 stdy group sekaliannya,tuan hamba ade cadangan,mcm mn klu kite bahagikan tugas cari jawapan tuk setiap soklan lam buku soklan tu.dan klu bleh,tlis jwpan kat kertas dan fotostat jawapan tu 7 copy tuk ahli group kite=)...sbbnye,soklan lam tu byak,in case x smpat nk discuss smua ke,nnti blehla kite bace je jawapan2 tu~=)

klu ade ape2 bantahan@nk bagi cadangan lain ke,cakap tau=)..thank u...

ni tgas2 itu
k.iman(59)
k.tkah(58)
yah(57)
hida(56)
cik tun(55)
pah(54)
az(53)


p/s;klu sape2 x leh dtg inform sy deh.seawal mungkin.spya bleh diganti by sape2.insyaAllah..dan semoga Allah redhai usaha halus kite semua..ameen..=)

.syukron giddan2x~

asfah atas salah n silap~

Subhanallah..

Reminds me of the words of Khidr to Nabi Musa in hadith Bukhari, a commentary in surah al-Kahf, "that the knowledge we have compared to Allah is like that of a bird that sips water from the ocean.."

To be given the opportunity to learn, to study is indeed a blessing from Allah Taala..

(96:5) He has taught men that which he knew not..

May the knowlege that Allah has blessed us with make us means to submit and humble our hearts to the realization of His Greatness..

(3:191) ... and think deeply about the creation of the heavens and the earth, (saying) "Our Rabb, You have not created all this without purpose, Subhanaka! (glory toYou). Give us the salvation from the torment of Fire.."

and not make our hearts hard with arrogance like Qarun when,
(28:78) he said, "This (his wealth) has been given only because of the knowledge i possess.."