:(

bismillah..

ari ni my adik yg kat johor masuk hospital..accident.dpt tahu pagi tadi,sblum exam OnG..mase tu 20 minit dalam OT..operation 6 jam..

*bimbang*..=(...

Ya Allah mudah-mudahan operation berjalan dgn baik..

dan skrg,i found myself..
sgt-sgt bimbang..

i need to..

Stay strong and brave....


·.. Never give up. Patience and persistence to keep going and stay strong no matter what comes along will give you the motivation you need...

my Allah..
hanya kpdMu sy sandarkan harapan..

no wory..la takhof wala tahzan..inallah hama ana..
tawakal...tawakal..

=)

bismillah~

Ultimate characteristic of a 'REGRET':: it comes LATER...
just move on..forgive and forget..insyaAllah.pengalaman hidup~ade masa dlm hidup kne hiding the unspoken feelings..praying for others happiness~
~hidup perlu pada reality..bile berlari terlalu jauh dari realiti,smpi satu masa kita seolah-olah dah x kenal diri sendiri..lumrah hidup,x penah lari dari melakukan kesilapan..tapi s long s kita sedar dan cuba utk berubah...tu dah sgt bagus.masa lepas untuk dipelajari..

..setakat ni,bagi insan yg masih belajar utk jadi kuat semangat..
jgn ajar diri menjadi manja,jgn ajar diri dgn berkeluh kesah,..
belajarlah utk reda..segala sesuatu pasti ade hikmahnya..cepat atau lambat nampak hikmahnya...yg pasti..Allah tentukan yg terbaik..dan bila rasa perlukan support,cari Allah dulu,baca quran,dan solat 2 rakaat dulu..ni yg perlu diutamakan.~

sbb disitu ada kekuatan yg sebenarnya..=)..

ok back to my ~chronic asthma paper~

the list is endless..

A father came home one evening.. tired, stressed - drained from spending the whole day at work, he opened the door of his house to be welcomed by his son..

"Father! how much do you get per hour?" his son asked.

The father could feel his face grow hot.."I get $20 an hour but its none of your business! Why are you asking me this??" Annoyed and irritated by his son, he could feel his temper rising..

"Owh.." the boy's face fell.. "Father, can I ask you for $10 then?Please?"

"WHAT??you actually WANT money?? thats why you're asking? I work all day and now you ask me for money to buy some silly toy and such??? GO UP TO YOUR ROOM!" he roared.

As night dwelled, guilt started to creep in the conscience of the father.. "Maybe i was too harsh to my boy" he whispered to himself..

So he slowly stood and walked to his son's room..

"Are you asleep?"
"No..Not yet dad.."

The father sat on his bed and sad, "Im sorry..Ive been having a bad week at work and I vent out my frustration to you..Here's the $10 you asked for..Tell me, why do you want this money?"

Elated, the son took the $10 note with his right hand and lifted his pillow with his left.. There were crumpled notes under the pillow..

As his son counted the notes, he started to feel his temper rising again, "you already have money!!!! why did you ask for more?? why are you being soo selfish??"

"Dad.. I havent eaten with you for ages..I havent been able to even see you much at home.. I thought if I had $20, then I can buy 1 hour of your time so that we can have dinner together.."


That was enough to bring the father's eyes to tears.
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(gamba hiasan)~
$20 an hour is already sufficient to make us soo engrossed with work. Enough to ooze out all the dedication and determination as well as persistence that we have within ourselves..

each second, Allah pays us with the beat of the heart, sight, hearing and the list is endless..


if Allah takes back the nikmat of breathing for merely 2 minutes, at that point, we would be willing to give all ALL that we have, ALL that we have accumulated to get our breath back..

but yet we become so kedekut to spend time with Allah-berkira sgt..where's that determination? wheres that dedication? - when He pays us more than all the billionaires in the world put together..

Let us return to Allah SWT.. make dua, make taubat...

..dan kami meminta kecintaan kepadaMu, cinta kepada yg Kau cintai, dan cinta
kepada amal-amal yg mendekati kami kepada kecintaan kepadaMu...


Subhanallah...Exalted are You, my Allah..
Ya Allah forgive us..and grant us all hidayah from You.

ya Allah make us not among the mujrim which you have described DESIRING to ransom himself by, (70:11-15) his children, his wife and his brother.. his kindred who sheltered him AND ALL that are in the earth, so that it may save him!

mashaAllah.. the desperation exuded from the verse.. Alhamdulillah you are giving us the opportunity to still make taubat and seek for Your Pleasure..

=)

.
tawakal..tawakal..
no wory ya abd..sbb Allah ada
Allah pasti tolong
kalau Allah nak buat sesuatu
hanya 'kun fayakun' sahaja
teruskn berdoa..
walirobbika fasbir(for the sake of ur Rabb,bersabarlah...)

la tahinu wala tahzanu..innallah hama ana..byak baca quran..baca penuh kusyuk dan tunduk..dalam tu ada byak pengajaran dr tuhan..banyak motivasi buat abd..~semoga sy tak berkeluh kesah,semoga sy hanya akan mengadu pd my Allah sahaja....

put priority first..=)

...smile,and there is nothing u cant overcome..insyaAllah..

my Allah,tq for everything~

syukur dan sabar.
"Senyum dan Salam.."
"Semangat dan Sihat.."

Bilakah (datangnya) pertolongan Allah? Ketahuilah sesungguhnya pertolongan Allah itu dekat (asalkan kamu bersabar dan berpegang teguh kepada agama Allah)...

=)

in the midst of a journey of no return, i want to go 4ward believing in tomorrow : praying for strength to stand still & changing for good....

tawakal..tawakal...
and putting trust in Allah.
TOTAL TRUST!!~~

mode=hold back the tears...and smile~

purpose on earth!

FOOD FOR THOUGHT

FIND MY PURPOSE ON EARTH..

AND STICK TO IT!

Maka apakah kamu mengira, bahwa sesungguhnya Kami menciptakan kamusecara main-main [saja], dan bahwa kamu tidak akan dikembali-kankepada Kami[Al-Mukminun: 115].

Dalam hadits Rasulullah SAW disebutkan:

Seseorang bertanya kepada Rasulullah SAW, “Ya Rasulullah, sudahkah dikenal para penduduk neraka dan penduduk surga?” Jawab Rasulullah: “Sudah.” Lalu ia kembali bertanya: “Kalau begitu untuk apa manusia beramal ?” Rasulullah SAW menjawab: “Mereka beramal untuk apa dia diciptakan dan menurut apa yang dimudahkan kepadanya”. (Hadits Riwayat Bukhari).

“Dan Kami tidak menciptakan langit dan bumi dan apa yang ada di antara keduanya tanpa hikmah”.(Shad: 27)

“Allah-lah yang menjadikan bumi bagi kalian tempat menetap dan langit sebagai atap, lalu membentuk kalian, membaguskan rupa kalian serta memberi kalian rizki dari sebagian yang baik-baik yang demikian itu adalah Allah Tuhanmu, Maha Agung Allah, Tuhan semesta alam.” (Al Mu’min: 64)

“Kehidupan dunia itu tidak lain hanyalah kesenangan yang memperdayakan.” (Ali Imran: 185)

“Bukanlah kefakiran yang aku khawatirkan atas kalian. Namun aku khawatir akan dibentangkan dunia kepada kalian sebagaimana telah dibentangkan kepada orang-orang sebelum kalian, lalu kalian berlomba-lomba mendapatkannya sebagaimana orang-orang yang sebelum kalian, maka dunia itu akan membinasakan kalian sebagaimana dia telah membinasakan orang-orang yang sebelum kalian.” (Muttafaqun ‘alaih dari ‘Amr bin ‘Auf radhiyallahu ‘anhu)

“Ya Allah, tampakkanlah kepada kami kebenaran itu sebagai kebenaran dan karuniakanlah kami untuk mengikutinya. Dan tampakkanlah kebatilan itu sebagai kebatilan dan karuniakanlah kami untuk menjauhinya.

what plants we yearn to reap..?

i cant remember the exact words;
but in essence my dear friends, our dear nabi sent his salam to you and I - his ummah.. and he wants us to know that the water in paradise is indeed delightful and that the soil in jannah is subur..

hence, rasulullah pesan, tanamlah di dalam jannahmu tanaman2 zikir - lahawlawala quwwata illa billah.. ada riwayat that says, subhanallah walhamdulillah..lailahaillalah..

telah angau skejap during the halaqah (hehe..) that Allah Taala has given us each a jannah, or a garden, and it is up to us to choose what plants we yearn to reap..

so what plants do you want to see when you enter your jannah?=)

Rabbana aatina fiddunya hasanah..wafil aakhirati hasanah..waqina azabannar..
ya Rabb, grant us good in this dunya, grant us good in akhirah, and save us from the azab of the Fire=(

(24:24-25) ..a goodly word as a goodly tree, whose root is firmly fixed and its branches (reach) to the sky.. Giving its fruit at all times by the leave of your Lord..


(24:26) and the parable of an evil word is that of an evil tree uprooted from the surface of the earth.. having no stability..

(2:261) The likeness of those who spend their wealth in the way of Allah is as the likeness of a grain, it grows 7 ears, and each ear has a hundred grains - Allah gives manifold increase to whom he wants..



let us plant the most beautiful trees in our jannah by doing zikir, saying good words, inviting hearts to return to Allah Taala, and by spending in the way of Allah=)

may Allah by His Sifat, Asy-Syakur -multiply our reward=)

and next week,ade exam..betapa kalutnya nak study..huhu~~betulkan niat ya abd!

and dah lama x wat stdy group sbb masing2 bz..tapi sy sgt rindu kat kwn2x stdy group~
sc pingu pun lame x jumpa..pun sgt3x rindu adik3x sc..juga rindu kat kak bal,kak ikin,kak rodi,kak nadia,kak hasanah,kak zila,kak ain,huhu~my family lebih3x lagi~
ukhwah fillah abadan abada~

bila isu fikrah timbul,takut sgt..xkisahla fikrah ape sekalipun,yg penting capai matlamat yg satu~hati yg terikat bukan sbb fikrah~tp atas dasar ukhwah islamiah,atas dasar persaudaraan sesama islam~menyayangi semua kerana darah daging yg sama~sebab kita bersaudara sesama islam...paling utama berlapang dada~dan bukan saling membanding atau menjatuhkan..pandang setiap orang dgn pandangan kasih sayang~~